If you're here, you could be there.

I woke up to a text from Julian, asking if he can visit for Pride this year. I've got a whirlpool of emotions regarding him, but gave a tentative yes. I saw Justin online, too, speaking of emotional whirlpools. He hadn't even Seen my last message to him from Sunday night, and I'm letting that go.

Kept busy during the day, took the CA MCLE marathon from PLI. Not only is it convenient, but apparently how much your organization uses the programs factors into whether you get approved for next year's scholarship application. Norman messaged me in the morning, randy AF. I meant to make a video of me jerking for him, but never got around to it.

Patrick messaged me in the afternoon, as apparently their landlord is trying to break the lease early. They can't do that without cause or money. The court would just...ignore anything they tried to file. Then he let me know that might be down to move out early....I think he should keep that part quiet, and just sort of hint that they need financial assistance to move out.

I shared Christina's Heaven Sent metaphor with yet another person struggling, and finally asked her about sharing it. It wasn't my best writing, and looking back now it's likely because I always try to talk around the topic of suicide.
I also finally got around to going onto a drug forum. There's a lot of recovery information on there, as well as forums about drug use. I didn't go very in depth there, but I didn't see anything that piqued my interest.