The Old Rejection

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Saturday - Woke up fairly early, especially for how late I went to bed. I'd left myself logged into A4A, and was pleased to find a number of messages waiting for me. I contacted them in order, which is only fair, and the first guy got back to me. We made plans to get together, though I still needed to shower, since I'd just gotten up. He said to text just before I left, and for the second time, messaging instead of texting fucked me over. Just before I left, he apparently double checked my profile and saw that I was positive. Really, in both this and the case of xboinsd only wanting to bb, there's no way it wouldn't have come up anyway, it's just that in both, they said to text before coming over, and I messaged instead, and then complications arose. We chatted for a while longer...I absolutely cannot stand the minds of those who are negative with understanding the concept of a negligible risk. In fairness, I also didn't get it when I was negative. Anyway, shortly after that little heartbreak, I got messaged by another gent who I've been meaning to get together with. He messaged that he was randy, hungry, and had to clean. I messaged that I was available and asked his address. He gave it, but then seemed shocked that I was on my way over. First he jumped in the shower, then he needed to clean up, then vacuum, then eat something. By this time, I'd begun to think that maybe I didn't want to sleep with 3 people while Ken was away, but I still got ready and headed over there. A slightly effeminate young man, we spent a good half hour talking in his apartment before he got around to asking what to do. I had no suggestions, and didn't care for any of his, so I just headed home. I thought about hooking up still, especially since a gent was on that we'd had fun with in the past. His strikes against him were 1) that I'd already hooked up with him, and 2) that he lived out in Spring Valley. Ended up beating off and napping until it was time to head up to Casa De Flores.
I got there just a little after 6:30, which was the time Aimee said she was going to start cooking, only to find the vegan dish already prepared and the chicken dish just getting constructed. Bah. Helped make the chicken dish, cleaned up a little, and we made guacamole. It was missing something...maybe more salt, but I didn't know that. We sat outside for a bit, chatting about the Video Countdown that was on VH1, and then Kryss from WSOP showed up. We waited a little longer, since everyone else was supposed to be there at 7, but finally brought out the chips etc. around 7:20. I guess there was some sort of mix up in communication, because Amy, Chris, and Nicole showed up a little after 7:30. Things were a little awkward with Amy - she kind of mumbled something about e-mailing me to get together or something, but I think at this point we're both aware that it's probably not going to happen. Talked to The Boy in the kitchen, and then later in his room about what's going on with me and Ken. I'm not really sure what outcome he's hoping for, but it was good to talk to him about it. I left last after everyone else, which was good because I needed to sober-up. At home, I could have hooked up with a guy that's been messaging me since I was single, but I was an idiot, and after I threw up at Casa De Flores, I went right back to eating, so I was in no condition to do anything. As late as it was, as tired and down as I was, I had A LOT of trouble sleeping.