It's Not A Competition (Ken 1? Squeak 3)

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Tuesday - Woke up when Ken did again, but laid in bed this time until 8. Meant to work out, but just took care of some online stuff before heading downtown for a hook-up. Finished up there, then did lots of nothing online at home. Ken sent an e-mail, and we bantered back and forth for a bit. He mentioned he was frisky, and it was just about lunch time, so I invited him down, poured myself a stiff drink, and got ready. Sex was PHENOMENAL, and he seemed to have fun, though I think his climax snuck up on him. He left right after, and we exchanged a couple more e-mails. Goldenhilltop messaged me, and I was surprisingly still randy, so I headed over there. Things took a while to get going (he's a former meth addict), but I had way more fun than I was anticipating. I even got in a sling! Headed home feeling better than I had in ages, picked up the mail, and got inside just in time to catch Ken in the midst of leaving a message on the home phone. He was just calling to let me know he was getting a haircut after work. I went back to working on my character, and complimented him on his haircut when he got home. He asked if my afternoon had been fun, and I told him I'd hooked up. He didn't say anything after that, just got in the shower, got dressed, and mumbled something about taking the movie back to Blockbuster on his way out. He sent a text that he was going to Martini's with Justin. I talked to a couple boys online, but eventually had to leave for the SDYP Leadership meeting. Finally met the SDYP President, Brett, but felt like an idiot slacker for not contributing more. That got out around 8, and I headed home. No Ken, though Justin was home. I figured he'd either found someone to hook up with (even though it's not a competition) or was over at Justin's, but I wasn't about to go chasing him in either event. Popped back online, got hit up again. Ken and Justin came home just before I finalized things, so I logged off, and gave the computer over to Justin. Ken mentioned he wasn't having a good day, that he was doing a lot of thinking since turning 30 about where he was before vs now, but no indication of what those time spans were, or what it was in regards to. He also said that it had nothing to do with me...except that, when I pressed him, he admitted that the turning point for his good day had been when I told him about my hook-up. He said he wanted to just get drunk and pass out, and he and Justin were going to Bourbon for a drink. I asked if he was going to hook-up, and he said probably not, but if he did, he'd call. I sat home waiting and eating, thankfully all I had was TVP, and eventually started drinking. I was pretty upset that I always seem to end up waiting for him. I heard Justin come home around midnight, so I gave him a 'ring, and he said Ken had gone to Flick's. I opted to stop waiting at that point. Chatted with The Boy online, and a few other gents. One of them invited me over, so I popped over. Showed him a great time, then picked up some bread and headed home. Ken was already asleep when I got there, and too drunk/sleepy to answer any questions on his night. I drank some water, ate a couple sammiches, and went to bed.