Ashely Came To Town!
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thepnutgalleryThursday - Did nothing at work, until the last half hour when I decided I wouldn't go home unless work was done. Still left on time, though, which was amazing. I hadn't heard back from the Che by the time I left work, so I figured nothing was going on. Got home, tried to get cleaned up, ate a Luna Bar. Left a message for Ashely regarding Saturday. Chatted with Ken when he got home - his plan was sammiches and poker with Brandon. Brandon hadn't called by the time we got back - he was instead already inside with drinks made! The boys left for poker - I thought about going with them, but didn't want to be all up in their business. Ashely called right after they left - her parents were taking her to a play, which should get out around 10, and then she was free. Awesome! We talked about a couple of options, but pretty much decided on meeting at Flicks for the 10pm game. I ate too much oatmeal, tried to go down to the gym - got confirmation that they close at 8, and it wasn't just that locked doors are all the rage these days. Also stopped at Ralph's for ingredients for Saturday's potluck and some flowers for Ken. I went back and forth about 2 dozen times on what kind of dough to get. Started getting ready around 9:50 or so....Ashely hadn't called by 10:20, so I just headed over myself. Ken was doing okay..kept checking his phone. I was really relieved when Ashely sent him a text saying she wasn't going to be able to make it. Given what's been going on with Chris and Brandon, I didn't want them to think that I was checking up or whatever. Ken was also a little tipsy, and interrupted me everytime I tried to say anything to finish my sentence and tell me he already knew.....except that he would finish it with the wrong conclusion, and then interrupt me when I tried to correct him. *sigh* tipsy people. Some tall guy in a blue tie-dye shirt was waaaay hitting on Brandon, but Brandon was drunk and decided not to come home with us when we left. At the corner, the light was turning yellow, and there's no reason to cross that street going east anyway, so I stopped, and called out to Ken that the ligth was turning. He didn't hear me, I guess, and finished crossing. Then he got tipsy angry that I didn't cross with him. We had taken separate cars anyway, so it was just an awkward walk back to them and then the apartment with neither of us saying anything. He finally asked why I didn't cross with him, and I told him I had already explained why back at the cross walk itself. He didn't hear me. Wonderful reason to get upset...oh, no wait, not that one, the other one. That's awful. I try not to argue with drunks, though, so we just went to bed after that.
Friday - Ken e-mailed me in the morning, apologizing for being Pissy McDrunkenpants and thanking me for the flowers. I like living on Mt. Right! I saw that he was on messenger, and he mentioned getting out early....this freaked me, even though I don't want it to. I always remember him fooling around with Steve (who he chatted with via messenger) on his lunch break, to say nothing of the times he has tried/succeeded in hooking up when he doesn't have to work. He logged off, and I assumed it was to head home...I had been JAMMING on work all day, and was rewarded by getting out just under an hour after Ken logged off....got home to find no one there, and Ken back online. He'd just gone to lunch. By "get out early", he just meant a couple of hours, instead of work a half day. Silly Squeak! Laid down for a little while, which was good because I didn't sleep well the night before. *stuff happening* Brandon, Chris and Jason joined us for poker and the like, and I went to get Ashely. We all had a lovely time drinking and playing cards - I almost fucked up the pizza rolls, and could definitely have done a better job, but they came out alright. Ken left for Montage, and the rest of us stayed drinking and chatting. There was some talk of going over to Universal or Bourbon, but it never materialized. Somehow started talking abuot relationships...I may or may not have mentioned a little bit of bitterness....nowhere near as bad as last Saturday at Justin's, but still there. Brandon mentioned at one point something about Ken would never leave me, and I responded that I sometimes felt like a burden on him these days. We also talked a little about vegetarianism. Brandon started having a panic attack, and had to go, though. They drove Ashely home, so it was just me and Jason. I like him staying after, since I have no filters with him, but damn he can stick around. I asked him to leave around 2....Ken came home a little after 3:30, and I was still asking him to leave. Of course, I was upset that I hadn't had a chance to get cleaned up before he got home, so when he started interrupting me again, I didn't take kindly to it. I made some kind of joke that he didn't find funny, and he rolled over. Him not touching me = me not sleeping in our bed (that sentence works both ways!). Got a pretty good night's sleep on the couch.
Saturday - Alarm went off, but I was already awake. Headed up to the shoot, which went fairly well. I felt kind of bad - Aimee agreed to make the treats for me and Ashely coming to help, but Ashely didn't come, and my help wasn't really needed (Steven was there). Broke my 36 hr fast on a cupcake or two, but successfully resisted eating the whole pan...actually, wasn't even tempted to eat the whole pan, which was weird. Headed back down with cupcakes in tow, only to find that Ken was in the middle of laundry. He was also on A4A, but not especially hitting people up. Dallas came over, and we picked up Asheley and headed over. Once we found the spot, we had a lovely time! The food was wonderful - everyone loved the cupcakes, but was downright entranced by the pizza rolls. I tried a little of everything, played some badminton, chatted with people. Me=social butterfly. Who knew? Dallas ate a bunch, as did Ken and Ashely. We finally tapped out around 2, dropped Ashely off and headed home. Dallas also went home, though Justin came over. Ken made one of his TJ's Pad Thai boxes...since he ate more than me at the picnic, I imagined he would still be full, but that wasn't the case. I chatted on A4A, and Dan (from a few weeks back, but with a new sn) hit me up. Ken mentioned wanting him over, so I invited him. A lot fell into place when Dan came over (and Justin made a rather hasty, awkward exit)...he seemed a little weird the couple times we chatted. Turns out he lives with his younger brother and sister-in-law, and the right side of his body is at least partially paralyzed. He was wearing two cockrings! The poor dear was turning purple by the time we got his pants off. I rode him for a little bit, but his erection wouldn't sustain with a condom, so Ken fucked me and I sucked him off. It was downright wonderful to be able to suck someone off to completion! I DO give good head! Sent him on his way, and that was that. Ken laid down for a nap - I was going to lay down with him, but he pled overheating, and I just poked about on the computer for a bit. Went and got Ashely at 6, and the 4 of us went to the Rage Anniversary party. I was supposed to be on the list, but there was a mix-up. It was fine, just a little awkward. Chris and Brandon joined us for a couple drinks inside. Also saw Dax, who was very drunk, and Tim(?) who is apparently a fuck-buddy of his. Dax wanted a 3/4 way, depending on if we wanted to include Ken or not, but he was fairly drunk. We left to get quiznos for the boys, (I loaded up at the condiment bar, just in case anybody wanted anything) and then headed home. Dallas and Ken ate their sammiches, Ashely and I ate some of the condiments - she put it succinctly when she said that she wasn't hugry, it was just that everyone else was eating. Brandon, Chris, and Jason also all eventually joined us. We watched the last of "Monster's, Inc." and everyone was getting sleepy, but Ken asked me to go get some 5 hr energies, and Jason did, too. I hopped in my car, backed up, and promptly smacked into the lesbian's car that was parked half in the drive way behind me, and half in the street. We exchanged insurance info, and I left for the energies. Both boys had asked for energies, so I got two, but they gave me a $10 and a $20, respectively, which doesn't break evenly for $5.59 (the total for the drinks). I put them on my card, and figured we could settle up later. Got back, told the boys about what happened. Ken told me not to worry, just to take pics of the car and wait to be contacted by insurance. He seemed fairly upset that I didn't suddenly get back on the party-train after that. Anyway, we headed down to Montage, where my VIP card got us in for $6/each, and everyone else had to pay $12. I showed Ashley around the club, we hung out for a bit, but the music wasn't going anywhere, and there were very few people there. Chris and Brandon tapped out, and Ashely with them, and Ken not long after. It took some convincing (I begin to think I have abandonment issues), but I ultimately decided to stay with Dallas and hope the party got better. It kind of didn't, but it did enough that I danced with boys, got good and sweaty, got my nipples pinched, and exchanged numbers with Jonathan Cahoon (guy I danced with last time I was at Rich's). Dallas only got on the floor for about 5 min, but was kind enough to stay with me until a litle after 1:30. He drove me back, and we somehow got onto the topic of Hepatitis. I mentioned about how, when I was tested positive for HIV, they initially thought I also had Hep C. I know Dallas knows (he apparently told Ken he knew), but it was the first time I'd said anything about it. I wanted to tell Ken about my night, but he just wanted to sleep.
Sunday - I had already set an e-card to be sent to my papa, but I called in the morning, just to be good. He was at the gym, so I talked to my mum for a while. Ran some errands with Ken after that, and he mentioned that it upset him that I didn't take his word for gospel on the whole car thing. Comforted him on that, we went out to Point Loma for household stuff from Target and fabric from Jo-Ann's. Had to call Anthony on how to get there, but we eventually got there. Got home and settled and went out to Hawthorne's with Justin, Nikki, and Cobus. I ended up having to lie to Cobus, as he pressed me on why I wasn't eating. Hawthorne's doesn't really have anything for me, though I could've gotten a side of something. Of course, even if they did, I wouldn't have eaten because if I'm going to spend that kind of money on food, I really want to want it. Brunch went on a little too long, but we eventually got home, and I munched on some oatmeal. The boys just watched movies the rest of the day, and I alternated that with running my own errands. Rehearsal was okay, except that the entire studio was rented out by paying customers, so there was no place for us. Towards the end of the night, I saw that my papa still hadn't opened his card, so I gave my parents a ring again, and tipsily talked to both of them for about a half hour. We finally tapped out for bed around 10-ish. I got home a little before Ken, and ate a bunch of oatmeal. Laying down, I mentioned the guy from a while back who said I was very young to have HIV, and I didn't really think 25 was terribly young. Ken agreed.
Friday - Ken e-mailed me in the morning, apologizing for being Pissy McDrunkenpants and thanking me for the flowers. I like living on Mt. Right! I saw that he was on messenger, and he mentioned getting out early....this freaked me, even though I don't want it to. I always remember him fooling around with Steve (who he chatted with via messenger) on his lunch break, to say nothing of the times he has tried/succeeded in hooking up when he doesn't have to work. He logged off, and I assumed it was to head home...I had been JAMMING on work all day, and was rewarded by getting out just under an hour after Ken logged off....got home to find no one there, and Ken back online. He'd just gone to lunch. By "get out early", he just meant a couple of hours, instead of work a half day. Silly Squeak! Laid down for a little while, which was good because I didn't sleep well the night before. *stuff happening* Brandon, Chris and Jason joined us for poker and the like, and I went to get Ashely. We all had a lovely time drinking and playing cards - I almost fucked up the pizza rolls, and could definitely have done a better job, but they came out alright. Ken left for Montage, and the rest of us stayed drinking and chatting. There was some talk of going over to Universal or Bourbon, but it never materialized. Somehow started talking abuot relationships...I may or may not have mentioned a little bit of bitterness....nowhere near as bad as last Saturday at Justin's, but still there. Brandon mentioned at one point something about Ken would never leave me, and I responded that I sometimes felt like a burden on him these days. We also talked a little about vegetarianism. Brandon started having a panic attack, and had to go, though. They drove Ashely home, so it was just me and Jason. I like him staying after, since I have no filters with him, but damn he can stick around. I asked him to leave around 2....Ken came home a little after 3:30, and I was still asking him to leave. Of course, I was upset that I hadn't had a chance to get cleaned up before he got home, so when he started interrupting me again, I didn't take kindly to it. I made some kind of joke that he didn't find funny, and he rolled over. Him not touching me = me not sleeping in our bed (that sentence works both ways!). Got a pretty good night's sleep on the couch.
Saturday - Alarm went off, but I was already awake. Headed up to the shoot, which went fairly well. I felt kind of bad - Aimee agreed to make the treats for me and Ashely coming to help, but Ashely didn't come, and my help wasn't really needed (Steven was there). Broke my 36 hr fast on a cupcake or two, but successfully resisted eating the whole pan...actually, wasn't even tempted to eat the whole pan, which was weird. Headed back down with cupcakes in tow, only to find that Ken was in the middle of laundry. He was also on A4A, but not especially hitting people up. Dallas came over, and we picked up Asheley and headed over. Once we found the spot, we had a lovely time! The food was wonderful - everyone loved the cupcakes, but was downright entranced by the pizza rolls. I tried a little of everything, played some badminton, chatted with people. Me=social butterfly. Who knew? Dallas ate a bunch, as did Ken and Ashely. We finally tapped out around 2, dropped Ashely off and headed home. Dallas also went home, though Justin came over. Ken made one of his TJ's Pad Thai boxes...since he ate more than me at the picnic, I imagined he would still be full, but that wasn't the case. I chatted on A4A, and Dan (from a few weeks back, but with a new sn) hit me up. Ken mentioned wanting him over, so I invited him. A lot fell into place when Dan came over (and Justin made a rather hasty, awkward exit)...he seemed a little weird the couple times we chatted. Turns out he lives with his younger brother and sister-in-law, and the right side of his body is at least partially paralyzed. He was wearing two cockrings! The poor dear was turning purple by the time we got his pants off. I rode him for a little bit, but his erection wouldn't sustain with a condom, so Ken fucked me and I sucked him off. It was downright wonderful to be able to suck someone off to completion! I DO give good head! Sent him on his way, and that was that. Ken laid down for a nap - I was going to lay down with him, but he pled overheating, and I just poked about on the computer for a bit. Went and got Ashely at 6, and the 4 of us went to the Rage Anniversary party. I was supposed to be on the list, but there was a mix-up. It was fine, just a little awkward. Chris and Brandon joined us for a couple drinks inside. Also saw Dax, who was very drunk, and Tim(?) who is apparently a fuck-buddy of his. Dax wanted a 3/4 way, depending on if we wanted to include Ken or not, but he was fairly drunk. We left to get quiznos for the boys, (I loaded up at the condiment bar, just in case anybody wanted anything) and then headed home. Dallas and Ken ate their sammiches, Ashely and I ate some of the condiments - she put it succinctly when she said that she wasn't hugry, it was just that everyone else was eating. Brandon, Chris, and Jason also all eventually joined us. We watched the last of "Monster's, Inc." and everyone was getting sleepy, but Ken asked me to go get some 5 hr energies, and Jason did, too. I hopped in my car, backed up, and promptly smacked into the lesbian's car that was parked half in the drive way behind me, and half in the street. We exchanged insurance info, and I left for the energies. Both boys had asked for energies, so I got two, but they gave me a $10 and a $20, respectively, which doesn't break evenly for $5.59 (the total for the drinks). I put them on my card, and figured we could settle up later. Got back, told the boys about what happened. Ken told me not to worry, just to take pics of the car and wait to be contacted by insurance. He seemed fairly upset that I didn't suddenly get back on the party-train after that. Anyway, we headed down to Montage, where my VIP card got us in for $6/each, and everyone else had to pay $12. I showed Ashley around the club, we hung out for a bit, but the music wasn't going anywhere, and there were very few people there. Chris and Brandon tapped out, and Ashely with them, and Ken not long after. It took some convincing (I begin to think I have abandonment issues), but I ultimately decided to stay with Dallas and hope the party got better. It kind of didn't, but it did enough that I danced with boys, got good and sweaty, got my nipples pinched, and exchanged numbers with Jonathan Cahoon (guy I danced with last time I was at Rich's). Dallas only got on the floor for about 5 min, but was kind enough to stay with me until a litle after 1:30. He drove me back, and we somehow got onto the topic of Hepatitis. I mentioned about how, when I was tested positive for HIV, they initially thought I also had Hep C. I know Dallas knows (he apparently told Ken he knew), but it was the first time I'd said anything about it. I wanted to tell Ken about my night, but he just wanted to sleep.
Sunday - I had already set an e-card to be sent to my papa, but I called in the morning, just to be good. He was at the gym, so I talked to my mum for a while. Ran some errands with Ken after that, and he mentioned that it upset him that I didn't take his word for gospel on the whole car thing. Comforted him on that, we went out to Point Loma for household stuff from Target and fabric from Jo-Ann's. Had to call Anthony on how to get there, but we eventually got there. Got home and settled and went out to Hawthorne's with Justin, Nikki, and Cobus. I ended up having to lie to Cobus, as he pressed me on why I wasn't eating. Hawthorne's doesn't really have anything for me, though I could've gotten a side of something. Of course, even if they did, I wouldn't have eaten because if I'm going to spend that kind of money on food, I really want to want it. Brunch went on a little too long, but we eventually got home, and I munched on some oatmeal. The boys just watched movies the rest of the day, and I alternated that with running my own errands. Rehearsal was okay, except that the entire studio was rented out by paying customers, so there was no place for us. Towards the end of the night, I saw that my papa still hadn't opened his card, so I gave my parents a ring again, and tipsily talked to both of them for about a half hour. We finally tapped out for bed around 10-ish. I got home a little before Ken, and ate a bunch of oatmeal. Laying down, I mentioned the guy from a while back who said I was very young to have HIV, and I didn't really think 25 was terribly young. Ken agreed.
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