'Tis Tenacious Time

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Shawn sent the email late in the evening on Friday, so I made coffee and dug in! All he asked for was substitution of attorney forms filled out. I thought maybe the substitution appointment orders like we fill out at ADI, but this was far more basic. Literally just a link to the fillable form. The only other documents were an answer and the minute order for one of the civil suits. For whatever reason, I had a hard time forcing myself to work. Sort of like having trouble even starting working the night before a paper is due, but also, you're shot if you fail. I just kept throwing myself at it, like in a cartoon. I'd freeze up; too dumb, too scared, or too scared of being too dumb to continue, then go futz about or walk around to take my mind off it before loading myself back in the catapult. All I really had to do was go through and sort out who was who from the briefs he sent, but that was much harder than it sounds. Or maybe I was just so panicked it seemed harder. I dunno, but I got about half of it done before I crashed for the night.