Wyatt

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Thursday - Went in for JUST a regular day at work, which was good. I needed a break. The fact that I'm now monitoring my productivity means that I won't get too lazy, but I was NOT feeling the worky worky. I had thought about going to the AYCE at the Che, and while I should have, I wouldn't have made it. Ken asked me to start laundry when I got home anyway, so I did that...unfortunately, I also ate most of the oatmeal in the house, and a bowl of TVP. I pretty much figured that Ken wouldn't want sex when he got home, but if he did, it was soon enough that I'd have been ready. He got home around 5:30 from his haircut, and we switched out the laundry and got mostly packed up for the trip. Wyatt had mentioned on Tuesday that he wanted to talk, so I had sent him an e-mail in the morning suggesting getting together. He ended up calling around 7-ish, and we chatted for a long time. Ken only stayed for the first poker game, and was actually able to come home, chat with Justin, come back, go get and hang out with Leo for a while, and bring him back, and Wyatt and I were still talking. All in all, about three hours. I was really really happy to be able to share insight with him, and also to be able to talk about my own stuff. Things like avoiding going on meds until you actually need them, and that sort of thing. I took Wyatt home when Ken and Leo went to Bourbon, rather than go with them, and he thanked me for being someone he could talk to who actually understood what he was going through. Back at home, I ate MORE, did some crunches, and laid down. Between my discomfort at sleeping without Ken and thoughts of monsters and the like, I took a looong time to fall asleep. When Ken finally came home, I had already sat up ready to fight before I even woke up. I asked him about his night, and he told me a vague gist, and mentioned that he had tried to make with the "Zig-a-zig ah", and had to explain to Leo that we had an open relationship, which apparently explained things from way back in the day.........unfortunately, he wouldn't go into detail about either. This not only begs questions from back in the day, but his reluctance to talk about anyone he was hitting on screams Sean. Aside from that, though, he was very loving, and told me that we were meant to be together. I sure hope so.