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thepnutgalleryThe silver lining of going into work on occasion is how absurdly delighted I am to get to stay next to Lady Miss Friday after that. It would be comical if it wasn't also such a massive red flag waving around my mental health. Both? The holiday vacations confuzzled me on Monday such that I didn't finish all the work; I'm not even sure who's work needed covering, I was just trying to do everything but on the downlow. Much less problem today. I kept my eyes on my own paper... my paper being just my ish and Din's NOAs. And *then* I stole bits of other's work. None of Din's claims, though. I don't think they intentionally offered them after I clocked out, but they wanted them, they've got them. I might tend towards passive aggressive, but I'm very here for using negative rules to a net positive. I thought I was done bending over backwards to get people to let me bend over backwards to help, but it turns out that's a constant struggle, so if being passive aggressive helps me avoid biting off more than I can chew, that's fine.
I'm trying to watch the various animated shows I've heard about while Julian's gone, since he largely doesn't care for animation. I tried to watch the League of Legends show, Arcane the other night, but couldn't focus long enough. I managed to watch some of it in the evening, and at the end of episode 2, the captions said a song called "Our Love" was starting. Just from the first notes, I thought it was a Motown classic I somehow missed. I Shazamed it, and it's by a gent named Curtis Harding, featuring Jazmine Sullivan, and it turns out much or all of the soundtrack was composed just for the show. I really should have huffed some poppers, but just the song alone hit me *so strong.* Reminded me of when I quit the antidepressant that caused emotional numbing and suddenly all the emotions from music were infinitely more powerful. Almost enough.
Even better, Lady Miss Friday came out of her room! Gizmo was outside and Juno is the chillest. She was plainly not happy with his presence, but walked around, scratched the couch, and even sat next to me for a while, all of 2 feet from Juno. I felt like I should just go to her room with her but used some self-control. Can't we all just get along?
I'm trying to watch the various animated shows I've heard about while Julian's gone, since he largely doesn't care for animation. I tried to watch the League of Legends show, Arcane the other night, but couldn't focus long enough. I managed to watch some of it in the evening, and at the end of episode 2, the captions said a song called "Our Love" was starting. Just from the first notes, I thought it was a Motown classic I somehow missed. I Shazamed it, and it's by a gent named Curtis Harding, featuring Jazmine Sullivan, and it turns out much or all of the soundtrack was composed just for the show. I really should have huffed some poppers, but just the song alone hit me *so strong.* Reminded me of when I quit the antidepressant that caused emotional numbing and suddenly all the emotions from music were infinitely more powerful. Almost enough.
Even better, Lady Miss Friday came out of her room! Gizmo was outside and Juno is the chillest. She was plainly not happy with his presence, but walked around, scratched the couch, and even sat next to me for a while, all of 2 feet from Juno. I felt like I should just go to her room with her but used some self-control. Can't we all just get along?
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