Cavalry

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Fine day in the office, though I might have overshared when Lynelle checked in. Julian was watching TV when I got home, and continued through the evening. I thought it was odd that he spent the day and night watching TV again, and frustrating that he still didn't call to get therapy. Dave messaged about us going to fuck him but I didn't think it was the right night for it. More of that same feeling like I'd just be their pimps. And of all the ways I'm content to be used, that's not one of them. Surprisingly, Justin messaged me. I was just thinking about him the other day but didn't get around to checking in, so it was convenient timing. We didn't talk much, but he shared a track that made him think of me. Even more fitting, since the track itself is about wanting to be near someone, even if there's no activity. He said it was an ideal dance song, but I'm imagining he means it like our slow dance outside of Bear Night.