I'm sitting here at work wondering if Ken and I will break up today. In the end, he will be the one to break it off. I know this comes as no shocker to anyone out there, but I do not feel that I am to blame for where we are. I know that it will come as a shocker to everyone out there that I have not been spiteful or digging with regards to any of the many lies. I do not feel that last sentence is spiteful. I do not feel it is unfair of me to be angry.