A Movie and a Run

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Monday - I don't know if I came closer today or closer last Friday. Friday I was just across the street, deciding what to write in my note. Today I wrote the note, but at work, and by the time I got off, had decided against it. Still took the note with me, just in case, but didn't think I was going to do anything. Checked out Magic Items (I'm STILL not done with my character! :-D) for a while until Ken got home. I hadn't been going to tell him anything, but he was very very inquisitive about my day, so I figured there was no harm in it. A veeeeeeeeeeery long talk ensued. He doesn't understand how someone could consider such a thing, and I can't really explain it to him. Ken had dinner and movie plans at the house that Justin is sitting, and I opted to go with. I hadn't eaten, and was just going to have whatever the boys were having, but Justin had already eaten, and Ken got Panda Express (Fuck you, panda!). I said I would figure something out, only to find that most of the snacks Justin was serving were vegan! Except that then I had a handful of mushrom slices and two pita chips. I like this whole "not wanting food" thing. We watched "Enchanted", and I snuggled on the couch with Ken, and Justin and I drank a bottle of Stoli Raspberry between us. I liked the movie (most of which had no sound the first time I watched it), but started to get restless by the end. When they put on another movie, I tapped out. Of course, we were in Mission Hills, and I was tipsy with no car, but I've never let that stop me before. I only had to stop and ask for directions once, from some scared guy who was in the middle of closing his door when I walked up. Got home and had some water, took a shower, laid down. Ken got home probably an hour or two after me, and we continued talking. One of the last things I mentioned was that if I hadn't gone, I'd have probably hooked up, which got us talking about frequency again. I'm feeling like I have ground to make up right now, simply due to all the times I've been good boyfriend while he was being bad boyfriend. We'll have to see.