Fuck You, Wednesday.

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Wednesday - Didn't sleep terribly well on Tuesday. I alternated my morning between slamming in work and crawling deeper into the hole I've been digging. Thankfully, I've been there before, so I figured that if I still felt bad after a nap, then I would do something about it. I very nearly went home half-way through the day, but didn't. Oh, the burden of having to be accountable, and not having float time, or sick time, or anything of the sort. Stopped at Henry's after work, but only picked up oatmeal, TVP, raisins and flowers. I was going to get salad fixins, but I didn't really feel like buying them, and they weren't on sale. Got home to find an e-mail from Ken asking me to pick up limes for Cosmos, but I didn't feel like leaving again so soon. Ken's co-worker is in the hospital, so he's been covering both desks for about a week now, and is very very very busy at work. He's going to work OT every day this week, and will probably go in on Saturday. I would feel so much worse for him if he had gone in last Saturday, or stayed for his full work day on Friday. At any rate, he currently estimates that he will have to stay for OT every day this week, and go in on Saturday. Ate some oatmeal (and by "some" I mean 2-3 cups), then went for limes. Missed a call from him saying he was leaving work, and meeting Nikki at Bombay....why did I get limes then? Laid down for a nap after that. Poked about on the computer when I woke up, until sleepy gassy Ken came home. He laid on the bed, and eventually went to bed. I was going to lay down with him immediately, except that I would have needed to take a Xanax to get to sleep. Stayed up instead, posting to LJ and reading up on D&D stuff. Finally laid down around 11:30, but couldn't sleep until we swapped bedsides. It was nice that he reached for me those times we changed positions or whatnot. I've been feeling that the relationship is very one-sided lately. I don't know if it has to do with me not drinking as much (and therefor having less to apologize for) or what, but I very definitely do not feel the love like I used to.