Custody Agreement
May. 30th, 2021 03:43 pmI woke up early, took care of some video game things, and spent time with Lady Miss Friday. When I finally got up, I jumped into updating my journal. But not before looking at more weed. Amazingly, I found weed even more affordable than Potmatess & Bud Depo. Many of my favorite vapes $15/ea, and they apparently make their own for $10/ea. I've still got lots of concentrate left, but it's good to have options. Julian woke up around 12:30 and asked about what happened yesterday. I guess he blacked out from the couple beers he had? He's an Angry Drunk. I have no idea if that can be changed, but I advised him to, in addition to making use of the breathalyzer, practice self-awareness. Try to take stock and realize when his mood is trending towards tantrums. He was also quite hungover, though not as bad as I was for my last hangover. I finished journaling around 3, but he was watching some movie or show about military zombies. Not for me. I spent all my time in Lady Miss Friday's room before, why would I be upset about that now? I got through about 400 Liked Videos, adding them to their respective Playlists for mood, artist, and my big Queue, which is bassically just all my Liked videos. I also started reading The Ethical Slut. I only got through part of the intro, though much faster when I realized I could just skip ahead through all the ish I already know.
When he finished his Zombie flick he retrieved me, though I had no idea what he wanted to do for the night. I thought maybe going through the Icebreaker decks or something, but he wanted to watch Lucifer. I was somewhat disenchanted when they introduced God at the end of Season 4. Seemed very Shark Jumping. But given the preview for Season 5, I should have known better. Watching it did not disappoint, though I only made it to about Episode 5 before Lady Miss Friday wanted me in her room. Camp, intrigues, plot twists, and most importantly, very real, thoughtful examinations of what they're feeling, why, and how to manage it. There was a moment of confusion because he started the show over from Season 1 and it took us a moment to realize it. Hilarity.
Lady Miss Friday laid down with me and even put her paw on me. I hushed the anxiety over it and just appreciated being next to her. Tim also called, as he'd passed all of his exams. He's officially a Captain! I'd rather be Tenille, but I don't judge. We talked about the elephant in the room of Julian using me to get out here. I'm still puzzling through it, but I can see a solution on the horizon, even if I can't see what it is yet. I went out to watch a bit more Lucifer but didn't stay long. If he wasn't hungover we'd probably have fucked again, but given our mutual soreness, taking a day off didn't sound like a terrible idea.
When he finished his Zombie flick he retrieved me, though I had no idea what he wanted to do for the night. I thought maybe going through the Icebreaker decks or something, but he wanted to watch Lucifer. I was somewhat disenchanted when they introduced God at the end of Season 4. Seemed very Shark Jumping. But given the preview for Season 5, I should have known better. Watching it did not disappoint, though I only made it to about Episode 5 before Lady Miss Friday wanted me in her room. Camp, intrigues, plot twists, and most importantly, very real, thoughtful examinations of what they're feeling, why, and how to manage it. There was a moment of confusion because he started the show over from Season 1 and it took us a moment to realize it. Hilarity.
Lady Miss Friday laid down with me and even put her paw on me. I hushed the anxiety over it and just appreciated being next to her. Tim also called, as he'd passed all of his exams. He's officially a Captain! I'd rather be Tenille, but I don't judge. We talked about the elephant in the room of Julian using me to get out here. I'm still puzzling through it, but I can see a solution on the horizon, even if I can't see what it is yet. I went out to watch a bit more Lucifer but didn't stay long. If he wasn't hungover we'd probably have fucked again, but given our mutual soreness, taking a day off didn't sound like a terrible idea.