Twinning Edges

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There was a bag on top of the food I leave out for my stray friend. I thought it was some like...chopped up meat or something, and was quite hopeful when Lady Miss Friday seemed interested. It turned out to be catnip, which explains her interest. I figured I'd fucked up, given my plants too late, they died and Terry chopped them up.

I had my video appointment with my psychiatrist around 10. Thera-Link wouldn't cooperate with my webcam, so I did it via my phone's camera instead. $30 to get my prescriptions refilled. Whatever works. Laid next to Lady Miss Friday and played video games for most of the morning. Found out there was a switch on my surge protector that I must have accidentally turned off. Oh, Squeak. But at least it's fixed now. Terry texted me later, wanting me to come to the dog park with him. I reminded myself that I need to be more social, got cleaned up, and met him outside. We stopped at a liquor store, mixed up some vodka and Gatorade, and headed over...but didn't actually get out of the car. Some issue with the other dogs present or something. His pups seemed perfectly happy to just sit in my lap and get attention, so I guess.

We came back to my place, he clarified that the catnip was just clippings, and there are new buds coming up that he planted. He also asked for K, so I gave him the rest of it. He slowed down my drinking, initially wanting me to do K with him when I sobered up, but I was already on the train. He video taped me lip syncing to Workin Girl, by Shangela. It's been a few years since I've heard it, so my sync isn't quite where it used to be, but he still said I should be a drag queen. He also loved my various hand fans, and we played with them for a bit. He also decided we should be blood brothers, but since I'm a cutter, rather than just make a small slice, I cut a huge gash in my finger. I put a band-aid on it, cleaned up the blood on the floor and blinds.

He wanted to Facetime with Julian, but we couldn't get the cameras working, so just called him instead. Terry was insistent that Julian loves me, and while he vacillated, encouraged us to get back together. Then Julian started asking for the $1600 again, and it was more tempered. Terry had to leave for something, and was going to come back later in the evening, but I'd already passed out by then.