Edging Closer

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Tim called me in the morning, wanting me to swing down. I hedged, and he decided to swing up when he got a haircut later instead. It gave me the nudge I needed to do some housework. Just basic picking up, dishes, trash, etc. He was later than I'd anticipated, but it's not like I had any place to be. He's dissatisfied with a lot of decisions I'm making right now, from my new stray cat friend, to Julian's potential visit to my now just moving moths outside when I see them instead of buying a trap or killing them. On the plus side, he's approving of my plans to hire Kenneth to clean my place prior to TG, etc.

Julian texted me in the evening, initially wanting to come out 08/29, but I guess swapped it to the 31st. I wired him half the cost of the ticket. He also beat off with me via video chat, but I couldn't cum.

I drank more, and felt guilt and gratitude about the last year. Tim responded, thankfully keeping the amount of work we've done for each other in perspective, and telling me not to beat myself up. I at least heeded the first half.