Self-Fulfilling
Jul. 24th, 2020 12:12 pmI woke up around 1, but even though I thought about taking the day off or like...a half a pill or something to snag a bit more sleep, I just stayed up instead and drank a fuckton of coffee. My last "easy" day before I fully take over Lindsay's other digit next week, and of course I still couldn't focus as much as I should have on work. I managed to get all the important stuff, anyway. Keagan asked me to pick up the last of Chris's meds, but the post office was out of the boxes. I'll try again tomorrow.
Julian had called me the night before, but I'd already passed out by then. I also missed Lindsay's going away virtual happy hour, even though it was only an hour after I got out of work. Some part of me knew I was going to miss it, though, if only to escape the anxiety and embarrassment of having opened the box from Kathy already. I did call Julian back in the evening, though I'd started drinking again. He might come visit again, and I might pay for half or all of it. I don't really know what to do with him, and I don't think he knows what to do with me, either.
Finally, Leeper's old roommate, Justin messaged me needing some kind of legal help. I'm not sure how much of his message to believe, but I looked into it as much as I could anyway.
Julian had called me the night before, but I'd already passed out by then. I also missed Lindsay's going away virtual happy hour, even though it was only an hour after I got out of work. Some part of me knew I was going to miss it, though, if only to escape the anxiety and embarrassment of having opened the box from Kathy already. I did call Julian back in the evening, though I'd started drinking again. He might come visit again, and I might pay for half or all of it. I don't really know what to do with him, and I don't think he knows what to do with me, either.
Finally, Leeper's old roommate, Justin messaged me needing some kind of legal help. I'm not sure how much of his message to believe, but I looked into it as much as I could anyway.