What About Now

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3 am again, which kind of sucks because I'd intentionally stayed up later to try to sleep in further. Petted LMF some, laid there with my eyes closed some, read more in my book until I could justify getting up. I remembered to grab the bread and tofu, drank some coffee...and then forgot the bag with the food. *sigh* Work wasn't too busy, which was a welcome change from Friday. I got a notification that I've got more medical bills due, but I haven't received any response yet from my request for financial aid from almost two months ago at this point, and they said not to worry about anything until I do, so......It seems like it's either the right hand not knowing what the left is doing, or they do know what they're doing and are hoping that people will just pay up like a bill collector.

In spite of all the coffee - two cups at home, one at work - I was cranky AF all day. Some folks were hitting on me, and despite my informing them that I wasn't really hooking up right now, wanted more details, and to confirm things. Okay, whatever. I was kind of randy at work, and thought about dosing and jerking at home. Instead, I jerked a quick one out in a stall. Really didn't want it hanging over me, and I'm thinking a break or at least lightening the sheer amount would be good.

I spent time with LMF at home, and my ribs are feeling better enough that I could finally take the chair out to the trash. Then I played some Diablo 2 until I got bored, and then read. Unfortunately, the new book is terrible. Shallow characters, pigeonholed plots, trite dialogue. Ugh. I took a single melatonin before bed to try to help me stay asleep tonight.