More Insight
Sep. 28th, 2017 09:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryAndy wanted to come over after work, so I said sure. And he agreed to take a video, which is even better. The video didn't come out super well, but we had fun. Tim asked to visit later, and again - sure. Not for the same reason, of course.
We mostly talked about my post from the other day. The big takeaways for me were 1) it's hard to maintain attraction/affection for someone when your life is a mess. 2) Ironically, my attempts to help my partners backfires. They end up resenting me on some level for being more successful than than them. To say nothing of being more popular/desired. So cuckolding me, in particualr with the guys I'm setting up a 3 way with, is many many times more appealing.
Grady messaged me, inviting me to The Eagle with him and Robby, but I was too tired. Another time then.
We mostly talked about my post from the other day. The big takeaways for me were 1) it's hard to maintain attraction/affection for someone when your life is a mess. 2) Ironically, my attempts to help my partners backfires. They end up resenting me on some level for being more successful than than them. To say nothing of being more popular/desired. So cuckolding me, in particualr with the guys I'm setting up a 3 way with, is many many times more appealing.
Grady messaged me, inviting me to The Eagle with him and Robby, but I was too tired. Another time then.
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