Not The Ass I Wanted..But I'll Take It

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Bryan didn't come back Friday night, and I'd previously told him that he should be fine as long as he was out by today. So...okay then. I did *a lot* of cleaning, but the whole place was much grosser than I'd thought. Multiple partially eaten pizzas buried and covered in ants. Moldy, maggot filled cups and dishes. So much trash and recycling. Strange stains all over the place. He was turning my apartment into a crack house, and I'm lucky I got him out when I did.

I'd invited Warren to the various parties, but he was going to Black's with his Gaybor and friends, but would message me when he got back. TBH, this really reduced my desire to go to said parties. I like showing up with him. I like doing things together. He also mentioned that Glenn had bought his ticket to the LaFayette party tomorrow. Tickets were still $18 if I wanted to go, or we could meet up after. That was nice, so I bought my ticket.

Kevin invited me to a Burning Man fundraiser located at Mike & Ed's house, and that absolutely sounded like something I could do without him. All Kevin said was it was $10 and a snack to bring. I asked if there was a dress code or theme, but he never responded. When I got there, everyone was naked so...when in Rome, I guess. Turns out it was actually a part of the San Diego men's nudist group. I saw a lot of people I knew there. Kevin, of course, Paul, Jim, Chris, and a cute guy with them in the hot tub. Tattoo Tracy, though I don't know him very well, Johnny Czura, Elliot. They had space in the garage set up as a play room, but it was kind of disappointing. There was a sling, but no other surfaces to fuck on, and no one in there. I hung out and talked with people, didn't drink, finally took Kevin in the back, ate his ass and fucked him. We drew a crowd, which started a bunch of other people (mostly) sucking and (a little) fucking. I took a turn in the sling, got fucked by a couple guys, managed to get the name of one of the songs playing. I've got my priorities.

Back at home, I still hadn't heard from Warren. I waited until 11, but finally took off to Bear Night. As soon as I got inside and bought my first drink, I got a text from him. "So we went to dinner and dessert after the beach and I just got done. I'm heading home now but I'm kind of tired and I doubt you still want to come over at this time." Thinking back on this, I'm a little more mixed. But at the time it was telling me he didn't want me to come over. I did let him know I had my ticket, and he wanted to know if I bought just because of him....we did just have that conversation earlier in the day, so.....

I pushed Natalie Portman to the back of my head, had a right decent time. Saw Matt, Matt, Paul, Jason, etc. Got a little too drunk towards the end of the night, but mostly stayed sober. Finally heard a decent remix of "So Emotional," made friends with the DJ's husbear, danced and lip synced for my life, ultimately went home alone.