Not Always On Top

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I’d anticipated being very sore and very tired, given my going back to the gym for the first time in forever, but I was neither. Kathy, Din, and Lindsay were all out sick at work, but I bulldozed through that too. And worked out somewhere over 4 times in my office. On the down side of things, Dave was back to being a cantankerous old man. He wants 5k for his half of the business, and got *very* angry that other people are questioning that valuation. I am dumb, and don’t have a signed copy of our partnership agreement, so we default to standard LLC rules, which puts us at a stalemate. For 5k, of course, one could do all of this and more. Dave is really just wanting to make sure no one profits off all the work he did. Which is both understandable and kind of a dick move.

Bryan wasn’t home when I got there; I imagine he’s spending time at a friend’s closer to work while he gets his transportation figured out. I laid down with Lady Miss Friday, chatted with Warren a little. He jerks off 7-12 times a day, which of course has me out of my mind with envy. I almost fell asleep, but 1) that would have fucked up my sleep schedule, and 2) dance auditions for the new show were at the church at 7:30. I was going to be early, but cleaned up a little more at home and was just on time instead.

None of the better dancers from the last show were there, I imagine because they all took Joe up on his offer to not go to an audition. It was still a very full crowd – over 20 people cramming into the front of a church trying to learn choreo. Charles’ number was to “Just Fine” by Mary J Blige, and quite the sassy little jazz piece. It was fine, and I did fine at it, until the break. Counterintuitively, resting during an audition usually puts me in a haze and I can’t remember anything. I did alright, just not as good as the girl there. Keith showed up and gave us a relatively simple number that I still couldn’t keep in my head. Among the 5,000,000 other things I need to do, I really want to go to more mock auditions. Get to class already warmed up, learn and perform routines until you can't think anymore, rinse and repeat.


Warren asked me for a video, so even though I was tired, I jerked off and made one for him. Not a very good one, but a video nonetheless, and using my smaller toys to gauge things, I can relax a little about this weekend.