Party Train?

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Up early, off to the store to get fixins. Stopped on the way out of the store to comfort Zeus, the host of the dog from the last orgy I co-hosted, while his dad was in the store. Tim and Christina talked a lot of politics, and at times it was hard to get a word in edgewise. I also had champagne, even though Christina wasn't on the party train. I'm glad I got to see her, but I feel uncomfortable with the experience. I was supposed to go to a house party in PB at 1, but Tim was still there. I probably should not have driven to PB anyway, given the champagne. I was tipsy enough to send a song to Hugo. Tim and I talked a little about Couch Brian, and FHA's amazement over my lack of feeling towards his or Wyatt's death. There's a wall there. Also about men and cheating and knot inside me that's sometimes growing and pulsing and sometimes dull and small but does like to pop in at random times for a visit. He finally did leave, but too late for me to go to the party. I messaged with the host, and I hope it's not the end of things.


It had rained, so I could almost see people scurrying away from The Hole. Instead, Brad invited me to PECS with him and his friend Jeff. That works. It was also sparse there, and I couldn't find them at first, running instead into some other friends who flirted with me. They were playing darts, and Brad seems dissatisfied with his partner. Given how new they are, that's kind of upsetting. It started getting late, so I went home, jerked off and crashed.