Fighting With The Tide
Jan. 26th, 2017 09:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryStrangely cold in the morning; my hands were freezing by the time I got in. Invited JJD to work out with me, though he declined.
I might have spoke too soon with Hugo, because he messaged me about going to the beach this weekend. I invited him up to the party with me instead, which is a huge mistake. Then again, he also messaged me as I was getting home about the Daddy he'd previously played with, said he was texting him when I suggested a 3 way, then didn't get back to me for another hour and a half. He sent me a dick pic, telling em to come and get it...what about the Daddy? Oh, he's not online. But you were texting him......he finally told me he'd be showered so I could eat his ass, and I'm a sucker.
He asked me to be there at 8:30 (4 hrs after we started talking), and asked me where I was at 8:25. But upstairs in his room, he seemed distracted. Still needed to shower, but then just took off his clothes and walked around the room for 30 min, occasionally singing to himself. Asked me about my sexual exploits, but I haven't had any this week. He wished he could say the same, but then said it was just with his hand. And later said he hadn't even been jerking off. He finally showered and laid down with me, but it was no less weird. Something just felt very very off. And that was before I'm laying on top of his hard dick feeling tears crawl up the back of my skull. I ended up leaving without sex, which I don't think I've ever done before. He stopped me on my way out, asking what was wrong, but I couldn't put my finger on whatever it was. And I still don't know if it was all in my head or if there was something actually going on.
I might have spoke too soon with Hugo, because he messaged me about going to the beach this weekend. I invited him up to the party with me instead, which is a huge mistake. Then again, he also messaged me as I was getting home about the Daddy he'd previously played with, said he was texting him when I suggested a 3 way, then didn't get back to me for another hour and a half. He sent me a dick pic, telling em to come and get it...what about the Daddy? Oh, he's not online. But you were texting him......he finally told me he'd be showered so I could eat his ass, and I'm a sucker.
He asked me to be there at 8:30 (4 hrs after we started talking), and asked me where I was at 8:25. But upstairs in his room, he seemed distracted. Still needed to shower, but then just took off his clothes and walked around the room for 30 min, occasionally singing to himself. Asked me about my sexual exploits, but I haven't had any this week. He wished he could say the same, but then said it was just with his hand. And later said he hadn't even been jerking off. He finally showered and laid down with me, but it was no less weird. Something just felt very very off. And that was before I'm laying on top of his hard dick feeling tears crawl up the back of my skull. I ended up leaving without sex, which I don't think I've ever done before. He stopped me on my way out, asking what was wrong, but I couldn't put my finger on whatever it was. And I still don't know if it was all in my head or if there was something actually going on.
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