Zooreal

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Someone with a curiously empty couples profile hit me up in single words when I woke up, and mentioned their partner was out of town. Sure, as long as you're open. They're not. It's always so surreal to me that honesty and open communication are easier with tricks than partners. Another boy hit me up - handsome, slim, blond - saying he was looking for a 3rd. I'm in! But then said the other guy was "tired," and could he come to my place. Ah. ParTying. He said just the other guy was, but as soon as he walked up, I knew him. The same dirty jeans, backpack, and haggard face. He didn't have any interest in fucking, just wanted to get naked, talk, and hit up other boys on his two phones. Ryan asked if I wanted to go to the zoo, and I opted for that instead of spending all day chasing dick with a tweeker who was too high to do anything if he caught it.

I dropped the tweeker off in Mission Valley, and Ryan was waiting outside when I got there. He chattered on for about 10 minutes without pausing as soon as he got inside. I made some breakfast, drank some coffee, and finally off we went. The zoo is a very different experience with Sterling there, because some of the animals really react to him. Some want to eat him, some think he's going to eat them. The donkey and zebra both really like him, to the point that the donkey brayed when we walked away. Poor donkey. Naturally, I want to jump into every enclosure and give everything treats and belly rubs. Ryan and I also had a good talk about holding oneself out as sex positive, and the reaction from the community.


We were there a little longer than I wanted to be, but not so long I started to get cranky. Towards the beginning of the day, several guys hit me up on Scruff, some who were jerking to my work while chatting. Damn. Another one hit me up towards the end of the day, so I splashed some water on my face and headed over to him after Ryan dropped me off.

He kissed me very intently as soon as I walked in, and I wondered for a moment if he was in recovery. I quickly realized he was high, but he was actually the good kind of high. Everything I did was amazing, he locked eyes constantly. This is the danger, because I see guys like him and I'm curious. But as great a bottom as he was, he couldn't get hard at all, and I don't need any more trouble there. Fucked him in a couple positions, my dick stayed hard, neither of us were going to cum, though.

I ate a quick bite at home, then headed up to see FHA's show. Saw a surprising number of people I knew, and some people I should have known. Marie pushed past them after a few minutes, and I gave her a bone crushing hug. I wasn't in a very good headspace for the concert, but overall it was quite good. Not only is Encore making better use of their singers, but the singers themselves, many of whom I've seen be only moderately good for years, are all much better. Amanda slayed her song, and did a fantastic job dancing in the Lion King medley. It was good to see Stevin, and I'm glad he was successful in his song, as well. Finally, I don't like Hamilton at all, but FHA hit every line and brought the house down on My Shot. If I can make the finances fit, I think I'm going to start taking voice lessons.

The best part of the night was probably catching up with Marie over intermission. We're going to have a Tiny Dog playdate the day before TG. FB is really not a great tool for keeping up with people.

I thought I might go out with Russ and Billy, but they didn't respond, and I had nowhere for us to go. It's enough.