Scalding No One

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Woke up to a text and a VM from Matt. The text was fairly dismissive, but the VM made me feel bad, because he was basically crying in his car. I poured myself some water, checked in with Dimitri, and laid back down. Matt joined me, we chatted briefly, but didn't get anywhere. He's not my boyfriend, so I shouldn't get jealous if he tries to leave me to fuck someone else. I can't really do the same with him, since he's staying at my place, nor would I. But my jealousy isn't because I'm confused about our relationship status, it's because I don't want any gay men fucking without me, anywhere in the world. We still snuggled, I ate his ass, but eventually did have to run to work, and was already running late as it is. I asked him to come down some time this week so we can flip fuck, since we didn't get a chance to this weekend.

I'd have called in, but there were still a million things I needed to do from last week. Appointment & replacement orders to send in, transcripts to mail, etc. Around 9, Tim messaged me that he'd come by to use my computer, found boys in my bed. Plural. Matt and someone else. I didn't see nearly the amount of red I normally would.


I left work at exactly 4, because I just didn't feel like staying after. Barry, a very handsome man I've been chatting with, had hit me up during the day, and asked me to text him later. I did, but he didn't seem interested anymore. Bummer. Tolly, another gent who'd messaged me, was the same story. Finally dragged myself to the gym once the rain stopped. Almost as soon as I started my workout, Matt Harris hit me up. I'm down with making it a quick workout, but he was only looking for Right Now. ARGH.


Dimitri was home when I got there, drinking wine and playing his PS4, but I wasn't in much of a mood to be social. He did clarify that he was the other boy in my bed when Tim was there. I didn't ask if they fucked. Charlie, the director of First Period, might be in town this weekend, and might crash with me. Probably a good idea for Matt to spend some time at Paul's hotel house instead of mine.