Not Any Kind of Lady

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Really really *really* did not want to get out of bed, but I made it to work on time, and managed to keep all the fires from lighting up. Worked out in my office again, though I didn't feel connected in my abs.

I stayed a little late at work, hoping to get ahead on things today instead of Friday like I normally do. Beth was supposed to come over for dinner again, but I hadn't heard from her, and don't want to press the issue. We'll see each other when we see each other.

Opted to stop by the gym instead of going home first, and was expecting a much shorter workout than I got. 1.5 hrs, all muscle work. Matt asked what I was up to as I was finishing, because he was meeting a friend in Hillcrest and didn't want to drive home after work just to drive back down again. I put on Rick and Morty (which seems overrated from the first few episodes), he at dinner, we made out. Then he showered, swished some mouthwash, grabbed a pair of cute underwear from my drawer, and left. I'm fine with this, as I don't have the kind of spark with Matt that I do/did with say, Parker, or Evan, or Julian, etc. And (importantly) I had no sex FOMO related trouble sleeping. But I've also been the only one bringing anything to the table socially. He comes to my brunches, parties, orgies, etc., but never invites me along with any of his friends/tricks, or has any over. I am not your deus sex machina, your social passport, your pimp, etc.