Third Wheel Star

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Norman had messaged me over the weekend about getting together on Tuesday, and I asked for confirmation Monday morning. He finally got back to me around noon, but was ambivalent on having a second boy over. I try to get my friends work whenever possible....as it turns out, though, I don't even know that many escorts anymore. I messaged George, who's worked with me once, then was supposed to twice - one time Norman canceled, the other time George never replied. He said he wasn't available to work, but didn't answer when I asked if he's still interested in the work, so I'mma take that as a "no." Jay and Michael are the only other guys I know, and I never know which to message, when I suddenly remembered Parker. I'm still a little wary around him, as he, like George, is the sort of person that everyone falls in love with, but I've had very little effort on his part to see me.

He was up for it, just needed a ride to OB after for his meeting. Oh, and a ride to my place. Oh, and to shower at my place. Oh, and he was only getting out at 4:45, though he was able to change that to 4:30. We talked a little in the car, because I haven't physically seen him since Desert Romp, and all I know from FB is that he's in an inpatient recovery center. Talking didn't clear a whole lot up, and I'm not one to pry, but he did tell me that his bf from July, the one he was driving to Vegas to see, had killed himself via gunshot to the head. So that's a thing.

I hopped in the shower at home, but still didn't trust my stomach to bottom for Parker. Norman was very very smitted with him, to the point where I felt a little ignored. I'm good at making myself fit into a 3 way, so it's not like I was ever just watching, but still. He came, Norman's extremely happy, we both got paid. Norman also exemplifies lots of things I love about escorting. I took his virginity a few years ago. I've let him experience sexual worlds he thought he'd never get to see, and even escorts had turned him down before.

Parker wants to do drag for Halloween, so I loaned him my red wig. At this point, I'm not going to get it styled in time, and I do have that red hair chalk. It'll be a different vibe, but the same general look. Took him to the store to get cake, almost paid for it, almost gave him the plates and forks from the SWoRN picnic, but didn't. I got him work, I gave him a ride, I'm loaning the wig. It's enough. Dropping him off at the meeting, he left his wig in the car, and I actually get the feeling it's intentional. Because Lorde knows him saying "hey, I'd like to see/fuck you" would be too much.

I stopped at the gym on the way home, in spite of being hungry and tired. It was incredibly busy, but I got a solid workout in. Dimitri was already home when I got there, talking to Ryan, so I relaxed in my room with LMF. I did eventually join him on the couch for a glass of wine, giving him all the sagely wisdom I've acquired being a Helper. He cried a couple times. I thought we might fuck, but my stomach was being even more of a jerk, so I went to bed instead.