Taking Care Of Business

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Woke up super early, ate a couple chips and drank some water, but it didn't stay down. I could have sworn I woke up next to Dragos, but I rolled over, and when I rolled back, it was Sean. Blew him for a bit, then he fucked me again. Really, really painful, but there was no blood and I was clean, so that's good? Dragos joined us shortly thereafter, and gave me a weird look, but he might have just been hungover. I walked out and plugged my phone in, but no one else was up yet, so I laid back down with Sean and Dragos. Eventually heard other people moving around, so joined them. John and Jeremiah were the first to go - hitting the outlet mall, then probably going home. I discovered that the outlet I'd plugged my phone into was dead and so was my phone, so shifted to a different one and waited.

I wanted to say goodbye to Sean, but that boy is a Champion Sleeper. I chatted with the boys, ate some snacks, but finally got on the road around noon. The drive home was uneventful, and I stopped for fuel near my house. My car is awesome, btw. Less than a full tank of gas to begin with, up to PS and back and I could have gone another couple days without refueling if I needed to.

Ryan Benicky texted me, asking if I was going to the Sister's picnic, but it was almost over when I got back, and I didn't really feel like going out anyway. Tim also messaged, asking me to message him when I got back. I said hello to Lady Miss Friday, gave her food, and set up my Roku. Unfortunately, despite what I'd read previously, Steven Universe is not available on any of the free channels. I think I can stream from a mobile device from the website? Or just watch from my desktop.

Before I left on Friday, I started downloading a really, ridiculously hot daddy/twink porn, because it reminded me of Julian, even as it makes me disgusted with my own body. I put it out to twitter a while back, and I think I'll put it out to FB, or maybe even ask Schmerber. Poppers with partner(s) = incredible intimacy, euphoria. Poppers alone, I sometimes go to dark spaces. Of course, I wasn't on poppers here, just felt it in the back of my head.

Anyway, I did the dishes, put away some clothes, and then Tim texted me, asking again if he could come over. Oh, alright. I said hi to Pupple, we caught up a bit. I eventually jetted to the store, because I decided I wanted Orange "Chicken" for dinner. Tim was going to meet Tootie to take the dogs out, but she declined, so he had some of my dinner instead. He inquired if I'd talked to my Mom - not recently, but I assume she's fine. Also inquired if I'd talked to Colleen - *fuck* no.

Mom called right after he left. Grandma is probably dying, but specifically told mom not to worry about coming down. Mom's been down twice this year, at significant financial detriment to herself, and Grandma doesn't want the rest of the local family guilting her about anything. Mom also asked about the porn company, and the nonprofit. I really, desperately need to talk to someone about the next steps. And we definitely need to do something before the end of the year. Potluck BBQs are easy, I think. If I can find a friend with a house and a pool, even easier. Maybe I'll ask Eric White, which has the advantage of being a Sexless party. Or maybe Glenn/Justin.

Jerked off again before bed, then petted Lady Miss Friday in the dark - she even laid next to me, purring.