Taking It Easy
Jun. 4th, 2016 01:59 pmI woke up with Matt in my bed and a slight hangover. Had some water and a vitamin, got cleaned up and headed over to work. I'd been pushing to do the shoot today, but was suddenly glad we'd scheduled it for Sunday. Dave always offers me a cocktail, but today was the first day I've taken him up on it. Session was fine, we set the place up for the shoot the next day.
Julian messaged me, asking if I was okay. I pointed out the obvious, he had a million excuses. He was scared, I didn't stick up for him, I shouldn't have touched him, I was too cold to him, etc. I stopped responding after that.
Back at my place, Matt was still there, so we fucked. He was in the shower when I got there, so I thought maybe we were going to flip this time. Nope. He ended up cumming, though he was edging trying to get me to cum first. Not gonna happen.
I got a little more sleep after he left, then joined Bryan and his friends at Betty's. Weirdly, I got nauseous on the way over, and was sweating at the table. Given that, I opted to go home after, instead of join them shopping. I'd hoped to rest up and still make it to bear night, but no one messaged me about it until very late, and I just didn't have the energy.
I went to bed early, but slept fitfully. Not sure why I even do these things.
Julian messaged me, asking if I was okay. I pointed out the obvious, he had a million excuses. He was scared, I didn't stick up for him, I shouldn't have touched him, I was too cold to him, etc. I stopped responding after that.
Back at my place, Matt was still there, so we fucked. He was in the shower when I got there, so I thought maybe we were going to flip this time. Nope. He ended up cumming, though he was edging trying to get me to cum first. Not gonna happen.
I got a little more sleep after he left, then joined Bryan and his friends at Betty's. Weirdly, I got nauseous on the way over, and was sweating at the table. Given that, I opted to go home after, instead of join them shopping. I'd hoped to rest up and still make it to bear night, but no one messaged me about it until very late, and I just didn't have the energy.
I went to bed early, but slept fitfully. Not sure why I even do these things.