Not Powering Through
Apr. 28th, 2016 09:29 amWoke up exhausted, but feeling semi-okay-ish. Nu-unh, body. Not this time, you're not fooling me again. Loading email onto my phone was a bit of a pain, and I think I'll just keep it on there. This is mixed, as I got an email from Lynelle with the one mistake I've made so far this week, and an email from Anita about another possible mistake, but couldn't really do anything about them from home. Slept again until about 10. I had a good day, really. I cleaned up at home some, resting between tasks.
I had initially been supposed to work with George and Norman, but Norman cancelled the day before. George is freshly out of rehab for drugs and alchohol, and "was really counting on that money." I recognize that this is the nature of escorting - I've literally left my own parties because I got called into work, only to have them flake. But George is new to the work, so I scrambled to think of something that could work for us. Another client had messaged me earlier in the week, and I asked him about doing a 3 way, but he was maddeningly slow in responding.
Julian texted me in the afternoon. It was his birthday, he was broke, hungry, etc., could I help. I think he might have been hinting towards me "loaning" him more money, but I'm still recovering from the last "loan" I gave him. I did, however, buy him groceries, make him lunch/dinner, and give him a ride to work. He said he wanted to call in several times, but I told him it was just low blood sugar. We kissed when I dropped him off, which almost turned into me fucking him in the car in broad daylight. Damn chemistry.
Corresponded with the potential client and George, but nothing came up. Geo asked to meet up with me, and also for help getting a $60 chair off CL. Okay. Geo is wildly flirtatious. Touchy feely, those touches linger, etc. But then backs off and blames them for being into him. I'm not even sure he does it intentionally. With that in mind, I didn't waste my time there. He literally sat on my lap and made out with me while telling me to leave. Okay, I'll leave.
Julian had left work early due to not feeling well, but felt better later. His two roommates were home being annoying and he asked to come over, but even I could see the flailing hooks, so I gently declined and went to bed.
I had initially been supposed to work with George and Norman, but Norman cancelled the day before. George is freshly out of rehab for drugs and alchohol, and "was really counting on that money." I recognize that this is the nature of escorting - I've literally left my own parties because I got called into work, only to have them flake. But George is new to the work, so I scrambled to think of something that could work for us. Another client had messaged me earlier in the week, and I asked him about doing a 3 way, but he was maddeningly slow in responding.
Julian texted me in the afternoon. It was his birthday, he was broke, hungry, etc., could I help. I think he might have been hinting towards me "loaning" him more money, but I'm still recovering from the last "loan" I gave him. I did, however, buy him groceries, make him lunch/dinner, and give him a ride to work. He said he wanted to call in several times, but I told him it was just low blood sugar. We kissed when I dropped him off, which almost turned into me fucking him in the car in broad daylight. Damn chemistry.
Corresponded with the potential client and George, but nothing came up. Geo asked to meet up with me, and also for help getting a $60 chair off CL. Okay. Geo is wildly flirtatious. Touchy feely, those touches linger, etc. But then backs off and blames them for being into him. I'm not even sure he does it intentionally. With that in mind, I didn't waste my time there. He literally sat on my lap and made out with me while telling me to leave. Okay, I'll leave.
Julian had left work early due to not feeling well, but felt better later. His two roommates were home being annoying and he asked to come over, but even I could see the flailing hooks, so I gently declined and went to bed.