Goddamn Our Weekends Rock
Jul. 9th, 2007 08:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryI woke up at 5 on Friday, and could not go back to sleep. I was going to just go to work early, but decided to snuggle instead. I was very hungry after work, and very annoyed with work for getting so busy at the last second that I was late leaving, but put off eating until some fantastic after-work activities with Ken. I had just been going to have a bowl of TVP, but Ken wanted a dinner, so I picked up some pasta and tomato sauce on the way to his place, and we made a delightful meal. I had 1.5 servings during dinner, but ended up eating the leftovers before I even left for Rocky. Ah, well, at least it was whole wheat pasta.
Dallas came over, and the boys had a few drinks at home before I left for the show...I had a fantastic show, and finally shook the feeling that I used to get every week (or at least, every week since the Hank and Jonathan incident) that Ken was out hooking up while I was performing. Look how foreshadowing I am.......The show was fantastic, with a surprisingly large audience, and got out rather quickly. I was missing Ken, so I almost didn't stay for the cast meeting, but I did, and got home at about 3:30-3:40. For whatever reason, I didn't go directly to bed, but instead ate ice cream in the dark for a bit..I dunno, I just had a weird feeling. Climbed into bed, where Ken kind of woke up, and we talked about our respective evenings.....he had gone out to Bourbon and Rich's with Dallas, and mentioned that he had sex with someone named Ian.....
......I was not as okay as I thought I would have been, but I didn't freak out or anything. Mostly, I just kept thinking how it had only been a week since the last time he did it, and thinking about how he has no extra-curricular activities when I'm not with him, but I have several where he's not with me.....He gave me details, and I held him and told him it was okay...I couldn't sleep after that, and even took a Xanex, except that it seemed to have an opposite effect on me, and I ended up quite hyper. we had sex in the morning, even though it was technically still the same day that Ken hooked up. I wasn't super horned up or anything, but I was very eager to get rid of the rule about not having sex the same day, so I topped...I hadn't wanted to cum, and was FURIOUS with myself when I did...I dunno, I was probably just taking out any feelings I might have had from hearing about Ian, and putting them somewhere I felt was acceptable to have them. At any rate, I ate a quart of ice cream, tossed it back up, and felt immensely better.
At Miriam's class, I had even more energy than usual, despite getting less than an hour's sleep the night before, and had a fantastic time. It was the last week for "I Love the Rain the Most", and Miriam said that I really emoted and got a lot out the last time I did it. I'm not a fan of lyrical in general, and generally feel it's somewhat maudlin, but I also felt like I got a lot out in that particular piece. Class ran a bit late, so I ran home and got cleaned up before Ken and I headed out to a pool party at Glenn's. Also while I was at class, Ken got a call from a club owner in LA who was interested in having him play next saturday...it ended up falling through, but it's an in, and the next time they need a dj, Ken's it.
The party was very crowded, and we hung out with Brandon and Chris for a long time while we were there. I also ran into Anthony (Ken's roommate) and friend Alexis, and they mentioned that I spend so much time there, I might want to consider talking to Ken about moving in.....that's almost suspiciously fabulous, and I had a good long laugh about it with Ken. Someone brought a SCANDALOUSLY good frozen drink made with chocolate vodka that tasted just like Mint Chocolate Chip Ice cream...I was enjoying vast quantities of it until someone pointed out that it was likely mostly sugar...I was already a bit tipsy, so in my mind, it just needed diluting....with lots more vodka...ended up with a tummy ache, and threw up, which was probably for the best, as I didn't drink much more after that, and was sober enough to drive by the time we left.
We took a long, hard nap when we got home, and woke up around 11...got a call from Brandon, who was in need of rescuing from a drunken, drama-filled boyfriend, and the three of us went out to Montage to see a DJ that Ken likes. On the way there, we saw Hank and Jonathan in their car, who were also headed to Montage. I hadn't intended to drink, but Ken bought a couple of drinks for both Brandon and myself, and once the DJ took things up a notch, it wasn't long before I was shirtless on the dance floor. Eventually, Hank and Jonathan caught up with us, and I had a brief chat with Hank regarding the evening that all the drama happened while we all danced together. Chris caught up with Brandon, and they were having drama, but we couldn't rescue him this time, so we instead headed home to freshen up, take a half Xanex each, and then went over to Hank and Jonathan's.
Ken bought the new Kelly Clarkson last week, and I'm all over "One Minute"...highlight of my evening was that we listened to that song twice in a row on the way over... my honey loves me! Over at H&J's, they made each of us a drink, and we all did a shot of Absinthe, which I chased with another drink. Had a decent 4 way, though I would have liked to have spent more time with Hank than I did, and then we kind of all passed out. Woke up in the morning to Jonathan's rather insistent erection, but I'd had enough sex with him, so instead I made out with Ken while he took care of Jonathan.
Back at home, Ken was still feeling affected, and we ended up having Fantastic sex, though I (intentionally) didn't cum. Ruben, the gent we chatted with in Palm Springs, came over, and the 3 of us had brunch at Mo's...I didn't order anything, but ended up eating way more of Ken's fries than I intended to. We went back to the apartment, and after Ruben left, Ken was still feeling rather randy, so we spent most of the rest of the day alternating being couply and fucking..I was uber proud of myself, as I topped for the whole afternoon, and it was kind of a bonding experience. Ken had a thought that he wanted to watch me get fucked, but there was no one we were really thrilled about. I wasn't upset at all, as I kind of wanted it to just be the two of us, but I'm not about to say "no" to a new experience. At some point, Ken's phone rang, and he didn't recognize the number, so I answered, and who should be calling but Ian from Friday! Funny stuff to me. We were going to meet him at Mo's, but Ken opted out at the last minute (or rather, the last corner before we got there). He cited an upset stomach, but picked up McDonalds on the way back, and it seemed to stop bothering him as soon as we got to Justin's. Whatev. Justin was watching the Reese Witherspoon ghost movie, so I went home for a bit, took a vitamin, and then came back. We spent longer than I would have liked over there, but still left before the movie ended. Back at home, we had one last bout of rockin' sex, and then called it an early night. Ian called again in the middle, but Ken turned his phone off....I'm a little uncomfortable that Ken didn't tell me it was Ian that called, and that he either hadn't listened to the voice mail when I left to get water, or didn't want to tell me about it. Like before, whatev.
Overall, this was one of the best weekends in recent memory, from all kinds of perspectives. I'm totally cool with Ken stepping outside of us, I've figured out the times when it would be appropriate for me to, and we made it ANOTHER weekend without fighting. Life is outstanding.
Dallas came over, and the boys had a few drinks at home before I left for the show...I had a fantastic show, and finally shook the feeling that I used to get every week (or at least, every week since the Hank and Jonathan incident) that Ken was out hooking up while I was performing. Look how foreshadowing I am.......The show was fantastic, with a surprisingly large audience, and got out rather quickly. I was missing Ken, so I almost didn't stay for the cast meeting, but I did, and got home at about 3:30-3:40. For whatever reason, I didn't go directly to bed, but instead ate ice cream in the dark for a bit..I dunno, I just had a weird feeling. Climbed into bed, where Ken kind of woke up, and we talked about our respective evenings.....he had gone out to Bourbon and Rich's with Dallas, and mentioned that he had sex with someone named Ian.....
......I was not as okay as I thought I would have been, but I didn't freak out or anything. Mostly, I just kept thinking how it had only been a week since the last time he did it, and thinking about how he has no extra-curricular activities when I'm not with him, but I have several where he's not with me.....He gave me details, and I held him and told him it was okay...I couldn't sleep after that, and even took a Xanex, except that it seemed to have an opposite effect on me, and I ended up quite hyper. we had sex in the morning, even though it was technically still the same day that Ken hooked up. I wasn't super horned up or anything, but I was very eager to get rid of the rule about not having sex the same day, so I topped...I hadn't wanted to cum, and was FURIOUS with myself when I did...I dunno, I was probably just taking out any feelings I might have had from hearing about Ian, and putting them somewhere I felt was acceptable to have them. At any rate, I ate a quart of ice cream, tossed it back up, and felt immensely better.
At Miriam's class, I had even more energy than usual, despite getting less than an hour's sleep the night before, and had a fantastic time. It was the last week for "I Love the Rain the Most", and Miriam said that I really emoted and got a lot out the last time I did it. I'm not a fan of lyrical in general, and generally feel it's somewhat maudlin, but I also felt like I got a lot out in that particular piece. Class ran a bit late, so I ran home and got cleaned up before Ken and I headed out to a pool party at Glenn's. Also while I was at class, Ken got a call from a club owner in LA who was interested in having him play next saturday...it ended up falling through, but it's an in, and the next time they need a dj, Ken's it.
The party was very crowded, and we hung out with Brandon and Chris for a long time while we were there. I also ran into Anthony (Ken's roommate) and friend Alexis, and they mentioned that I spend so much time there, I might want to consider talking to Ken about moving in.....that's almost suspiciously fabulous, and I had a good long laugh about it with Ken. Someone brought a SCANDALOUSLY good frozen drink made with chocolate vodka that tasted just like Mint Chocolate Chip Ice cream...I was enjoying vast quantities of it until someone pointed out that it was likely mostly sugar...I was already a bit tipsy, so in my mind, it just needed diluting....with lots more vodka...ended up with a tummy ache, and threw up, which was probably for the best, as I didn't drink much more after that, and was sober enough to drive by the time we left.
We took a long, hard nap when we got home, and woke up around 11...got a call from Brandon, who was in need of rescuing from a drunken, drama-filled boyfriend, and the three of us went out to Montage to see a DJ that Ken likes. On the way there, we saw Hank and Jonathan in their car, who were also headed to Montage. I hadn't intended to drink, but Ken bought a couple of drinks for both Brandon and myself, and once the DJ took things up a notch, it wasn't long before I was shirtless on the dance floor. Eventually, Hank and Jonathan caught up with us, and I had a brief chat with Hank regarding the evening that all the drama happened while we all danced together. Chris caught up with Brandon, and they were having drama, but we couldn't rescue him this time, so we instead headed home to freshen up, take a half Xanex each, and then went over to Hank and Jonathan's.
Ken bought the new Kelly Clarkson last week, and I'm all over "One Minute"...highlight of my evening was that we listened to that song twice in a row on the way over... my honey loves me! Over at H&J's, they made each of us a drink, and we all did a shot of Absinthe, which I chased with another drink. Had a decent 4 way, though I would have liked to have spent more time with Hank than I did, and then we kind of all passed out. Woke up in the morning to Jonathan's rather insistent erection, but I'd had enough sex with him, so instead I made out with Ken while he took care of Jonathan.
Back at home, Ken was still feeling affected, and we ended up having Fantastic sex, though I (intentionally) didn't cum. Ruben, the gent we chatted with in Palm Springs, came over, and the 3 of us had brunch at Mo's...I didn't order anything, but ended up eating way more of Ken's fries than I intended to. We went back to the apartment, and after Ruben left, Ken was still feeling rather randy, so we spent most of the rest of the day alternating being couply and fucking..I was uber proud of myself, as I topped for the whole afternoon, and it was kind of a bonding experience. Ken had a thought that he wanted to watch me get fucked, but there was no one we were really thrilled about. I wasn't upset at all, as I kind of wanted it to just be the two of us, but I'm not about to say "no" to a new experience. At some point, Ken's phone rang, and he didn't recognize the number, so I answered, and who should be calling but Ian from Friday! Funny stuff to me. We were going to meet him at Mo's, but Ken opted out at the last minute (or rather, the last corner before we got there). He cited an upset stomach, but picked up McDonalds on the way back, and it seemed to stop bothering him as soon as we got to Justin's. Whatev. Justin was watching the Reese Witherspoon ghost movie, so I went home for a bit, took a vitamin, and then came back. We spent longer than I would have liked over there, but still left before the movie ended. Back at home, we had one last bout of rockin' sex, and then called it an early night. Ian called again in the middle, but Ken turned his phone off....I'm a little uncomfortable that Ken didn't tell me it was Ian that called, and that he either hadn't listened to the voice mail when I left to get water, or didn't want to tell me about it. Like before, whatev.
Overall, this was one of the best weekends in recent memory, from all kinds of perspectives. I'm totally cool with Ken stepping outside of us, I've figured out the times when it would be appropriate for me to, and we made it ANOTHER weekend without fighting. Life is outstanding.
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}