Sydney, Pt 3

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Monday - Woke up at 2:30. Damn. Cruised around online, played some video games, was still not able to get back to sleep. Dan messaged me via What's App, asking if I'd like to go to lunch and then fuck. Sure, but I can't stay as long this time. I hit the gym first, such as it is here, and given that I don't have any gym clothes with me. I walked to Dan's place - he'd had some sort of surgery, and couldn't drive. We met his friend Mark at a local pub. Dan offered to buy me a drink, but since I'd taken my meds in the morning, I declined. We went to a thai place. I just had some tofu, which was ok. Mark wanted to play another round of pinball, and wanted all 3 of us to play. I wondered if he mightn't be angling towards a 3 way, but wasn't sure how Dan would feel about it. We went back to Dan's place, and I almost completely bottomed this time. I'd really like to say that the reason I wasn't more assertive with my time was that I felt I "owed" him for the day before, but knowing me, I'd have found some other reason not to assert myself. I mentioned several times that I wanted to leave, but Dan would get to chatting, or mention that traffic was really bad right now, or it was raining, or just start fucking me again.

He did offer to take me around to Bondi Bay, and/or to whore me out at Headquarters (local sex club), but I wanted a nap first. Finally, around 7:30 or so, he fucked me, came, and drove me home. As with the day before, I meant to close my eyes for a minute, but fell asleep with my clothes & the lights on, above the blankets, phone not even plugged in. Goddamn it, pull it together, Squeak!