Going Through The Motions
Dec. 26th, 2012 01:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryHad a helluva time getting out of bed. Fortunately, we're still on casual days at the office, and I had all those tamales, so I didn't need to actually make a lunch. The day was pretty quiet - I got one big spreadsheet to do, but almost nothing else. I had a good workout, and got a lot updated on my journal. I got an email from Randall early in the day, that he needed to talk to me about something he literally could not tell another sould about. I guess he's been suffering from insomnia, immune to sleep-aids, and considered cutting last night at 4:30am. For all my experience with the topic, I really had very little advice to give, but I did my best. I almost stayed after 5, since it's not like I was going to do anything else but update my journal at home.
I was kind of randy, but not really in the mood to be around anyone. I got hit on by an out-of-towner on Grindr, but he blocked me as soon as he asked about my status, and I explained to him what the (+) in my screen name means. God I fucking hate Grindr. The idea that it's easier, or better, or at all okay to block someone instead of saying "oh, no, I'm taking back my interest" is absurd.
Some guy hosting a gangbang on Friday wanted to sample my goods, so to speak, before inviting me to be the other bottom there. His pics are *very* kind. He's much heavier, and his dick is much smaller. He seemed adequately impressed.
Walking out from his place, I got a Woof from Dana Chilton, and a message from some guy near SDSU that opened with "Cum over" and then said hello. I appreciate the direct approach, but he also said his straight neighbor was there...to watch or something? So weird. Headed over there - they had been partying "a little." In all of my experience with tweekers, exactly one of them has ever partied more than "a little." The "straight" Latin guy watched me fuck the chubby kid. I was pretty proud of my dick for working so well. They seemed to just want me to cum and go, but I didn't drive 10 miles to pretend to cum and get back in my damn car. The "straight" guy left as soon as I took a break. I stayed chatting and making out with the kid. We rimmed each other, then jerked off. He wasn't ever going to cum, and I was getting tired, so I shot over my head (!) and left.
I was kind of randy, but not really in the mood to be around anyone. I got hit on by an out-of-towner on Grindr, but he blocked me as soon as he asked about my status, and I explained to him what the (+) in my screen name means. God I fucking hate Grindr. The idea that it's easier, or better, or at all okay to block someone instead of saying "oh, no, I'm taking back my interest" is absurd.
Some guy hosting a gangbang on Friday wanted to sample my goods, so to speak, before inviting me to be the other bottom there. His pics are *very* kind. He's much heavier, and his dick is much smaller. He seemed adequately impressed.
Walking out from his place, I got a Woof from Dana Chilton, and a message from some guy near SDSU that opened with "Cum over" and then said hello. I appreciate the direct approach, but he also said his straight neighbor was there...to watch or something? So weird. Headed over there - they had been partying "a little." In all of my experience with tweekers, exactly one of them has ever partied more than "a little." The "straight" Latin guy watched me fuck the chubby kid. I was pretty proud of my dick for working so well. They seemed to just want me to cum and go, but I didn't drive 10 miles to pretend to cum and get back in my damn car. The "straight" guy left as soon as I took a break. I stayed chatting and making out with the kid. We rimmed each other, then jerked off. He wasn't ever going to cum, and I was getting tired, so I shot over my head (!) and left.
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