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thepnutgalleryWoke up with no memory of the night before. Fortunately, I had a couple new friend requests, and the texts to jog my memory. Tim was signed up to go to a gangbang. He signs up for a lot of them, but often flakes. I got hit up by Dave, the guy I'm fucking in my video, and by Richard Britton, but I just wasn't in any condition to fuck anyone. I did see Adam Lister put up a party ad, and requested an invite to go. He canceled at the last minute, though I'm not sure he so much canceled as disinvited me.
Tim texted me from the holiday party Chad and Jesse were throwing. Apparently, they'd decided to make vegan tamales in spite of my declining the invite. I asked how the party was - the bottom was on G. oh well. He sent me a couple more texts requesting my presence, but then lost his temper. I'm overreacting, and I need to get over it, canceling because he's there is too much. Mark slept with Ken again, the other guy's name was also Eric, he didnt' get the names of all the pary attendeess, but he'll make up a disclosure form in the future and send them as pdfs to me so I can screen for jealousy issues. He mentioned that last part was mostly tongue in cheek. The messages got sweet again after that - he even sent a pic of Isis with her head on her lap, and said he'd make a care package.
My pride was a little hurt that I didn't have more invites from folks for holiday parties. There was a straight party I could have gone to, and I'm sure Richard would have liked to have seen me at Rich's, but I was tired. Really really tired. I went to sleep at about 8:30, woke up around 11. At about 11:30, the doorbell rang. Paranoia set in, and I didn't want to answer the door with a knife, on the off hand chance it was a girl scout or something, so I just didn't answer. Justin Williams called me - he was at the door! We had a decent talk. I need to snap out of it about Tim, and let go of my jealousy. Ok. He left a little after 2.
I was a little sleepy, but hopped online anyway. Nowell was on, and asked to come over. He was on via mobile, so the usual back and forth was a little slower going. At 3:30, I finally just sent him my address and phone number, told him to text me if he wanted to come over, and went to bed.
Tim texted me from the holiday party Chad and Jesse were throwing. Apparently, they'd decided to make vegan tamales in spite of my declining the invite. I asked how the party was - the bottom was on G. oh well. He sent me a couple more texts requesting my presence, but then lost his temper. I'm overreacting, and I need to get over it, canceling because he's there is too much. Mark slept with Ken again, the other guy's name was also Eric, he didnt' get the names of all the pary attendeess, but he'll make up a disclosure form in the future and send them as pdfs to me so I can screen for jealousy issues. He mentioned that last part was mostly tongue in cheek. The messages got sweet again after that - he even sent a pic of Isis with her head on her lap, and said he'd make a care package.
My pride was a little hurt that I didn't have more invites from folks for holiday parties. There was a straight party I could have gone to, and I'm sure Richard would have liked to have seen me at Rich's, but I was tired. Really really tired. I went to sleep at about 8:30, woke up around 11. At about 11:30, the doorbell rang. Paranoia set in, and I didn't want to answer the door with a knife, on the off hand chance it was a girl scout or something, so I just didn't answer. Justin Williams called me - he was at the door! We had a decent talk. I need to snap out of it about Tim, and let go of my jealousy. Ok. He left a little after 2.
I was a little sleepy, but hopped online anyway. Nowell was on, and asked to come over. He was on via mobile, so the usual back and forth was a little slower going. At 3:30, I finally just sent him my address and phone number, told him to text me if he wanted to come over, and went to bed.
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