One of those long posts.
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thepnutgalleryHad a great weekend, for the most part. On Friday, I did my first Janet in a VERY long time. It was fun, even though I forgot to shave my legs. Got home quite late and got up quite early. I had a very disturbing dream, regarding my apprehension about what's going to happen the first time I have sex with someone else.
Saturday, we layed in bed for a while, which was downright dreamy, before heading off to his friend Dallas' for breakfast. The breakfast was good, and the conversation was excellent. I ate a little too much, but it was all healthy stuff, and I went to Miriam's Jazz class immediately afterwards, so I didn't feel too bad about it. Class was fun - I sweated right through my wifebeater, which was a little awkward, and I ran out of energy just before we started combo, but I always feel great after that class. I also talked to Miriam about following her if the studio should close. I went home for a little while before joining Ken, Kenny & Dallas, and the four of us went to a Cinco de Mayo party at their friends house.
I had a LOT of margaritas, and about 4 shots, and chatted with absolutely everyone. Had a good talk with Dallas regarding Ken & me; I like that his friends are comfortable talking to me. Ken, who had already been drinking before we got there, got sick and disappeared to his place. We didn't stay too much longer, as we were also going to Rich's. Kenny fell asleep on the couch, so it was just the three of us at Rich's. The dj, Kimberly S, was AWESOME, but I had neglected my water intake, and opted to go home instead of buy water. I started running, and took my shirt off at some point.....got a little lost on the way there, but eventually found my way, since I was born with a special gift that allows me, despite being male, to ask for directions. Kenny was still sleeping on the couch, so I put a blanket on him and went to bed.
Woke up the next morning with a slight hangover, and a need to do naughty things with Ken. I had some bread and water for the hangover, got cleaned up, and got down to it. We Rocked. I even topped! Go me! After the first time, Ken invited Jen over, but by the time she got there we were busy again. :D I had to leave for a rehearsal with Bit O' Burlesque, which I don't think I'm going to do again, but met up with everyone down at Mo's afterwards. There was a pool party that afternoon, and since I had to go to rehearsal for The House, and therefore couldn't drink with everyone in the afternoon, I offered to drop everyone off at the party beforehand. Here's where the trouble started. Ken had been messaging Matthew (his ex) all day, and finally got frustrated and called him. He was in the bathroom when he did, and the only reason I knew that he called was because I heard him once I turned off the music as we were leaving. Nothing wrong with that, the timing was just a little shady, and put a bad feeling in my tummy. There wasn't really a point of my being at rehearsal, but it was nice to see everyone.
Finally got back to the party, where Brandon greeted me at the door and made me a drink. It was a good 5-10 min. before I saw Ken, and when I did, he didn't kiss me hello.....in short, Ken spent most of the party chasing Matthew and saying vicious things to his friends when they told him to instead spend time with me, and went home early (and had the nerve to be upset that I didn't go with him!). I had a BLAST, though I only remember flashes past a certain point, and I missed Ken. I chatted with many people, including Matthew, who is a lovely boy. People were very complimentary towards the progress my body is making, and I got several reminders that if Ken didn't want to sleep with me, any number of gents would be happy to. One guy was particularly insistent, and I finally had to inform him that it was NOT going to happen. Chris and Brandon gave me a ride home, Ken and I had some choice words with each other, and things are a little weird. He seems fine, but everything's not quite right in my head....I'm better now that I worked out, but I'm not there yet.
Saturday, we layed in bed for a while, which was downright dreamy, before heading off to his friend Dallas' for breakfast. The breakfast was good, and the conversation was excellent. I ate a little too much, but it was all healthy stuff, and I went to Miriam's Jazz class immediately afterwards, so I didn't feel too bad about it. Class was fun - I sweated right through my wifebeater, which was a little awkward, and I ran out of energy just before we started combo, but I always feel great after that class. I also talked to Miriam about following her if the studio should close. I went home for a little while before joining Ken, Kenny & Dallas, and the four of us went to a Cinco de Mayo party at their friends house.
I had a LOT of margaritas, and about 4 shots, and chatted with absolutely everyone. Had a good talk with Dallas regarding Ken & me; I like that his friends are comfortable talking to me. Ken, who had already been drinking before we got there, got sick and disappeared to his place. We didn't stay too much longer, as we were also going to Rich's. Kenny fell asleep on the couch, so it was just the three of us at Rich's. The dj, Kimberly S, was AWESOME, but I had neglected my water intake, and opted to go home instead of buy water. I started running, and took my shirt off at some point.....got a little lost on the way there, but eventually found my way, since I was born with a special gift that allows me, despite being male, to ask for directions. Kenny was still sleeping on the couch, so I put a blanket on him and went to bed.
Woke up the next morning with a slight hangover, and a need to do naughty things with Ken. I had some bread and water for the hangover, got cleaned up, and got down to it. We Rocked. I even topped! Go me! After the first time, Ken invited Jen over, but by the time she got there we were busy again. :D I had to leave for a rehearsal with Bit O' Burlesque, which I don't think I'm going to do again, but met up with everyone down at Mo's afterwards. There was a pool party that afternoon, and since I had to go to rehearsal for The House, and therefore couldn't drink with everyone in the afternoon, I offered to drop everyone off at the party beforehand. Here's where the trouble started. Ken had been messaging Matthew (his ex) all day, and finally got frustrated and called him. He was in the bathroom when he did, and the only reason I knew that he called was because I heard him once I turned off the music as we were leaving. Nothing wrong with that, the timing was just a little shady, and put a bad feeling in my tummy. There wasn't really a point of my being at rehearsal, but it was nice to see everyone.
Finally got back to the party, where Brandon greeted me at the door and made me a drink. It was a good 5-10 min. before I saw Ken, and when I did, he didn't kiss me hello.....in short, Ken spent most of the party chasing Matthew and saying vicious things to his friends when they told him to instead spend time with me, and went home early (and had the nerve to be upset that I didn't go with him!). I had a BLAST, though I only remember flashes past a certain point, and I missed Ken. I chatted with many people, including Matthew, who is a lovely boy. People were very complimentary towards the progress my body is making, and I got several reminders that if Ken didn't want to sleep with me, any number of gents would be happy to. One guy was particularly insistent, and I finally had to inform him that it was NOT going to happen. Chris and Brandon gave me a ride home, Ken and I had some choice words with each other, and things are a little weird. He seems fine, but everything's not quite right in my head....I'm better now that I worked out, but I'm not there yet.
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Date: 2007-05-09 07:15 am (UTC)I sincerely hope things work out for you.
PS: I cannot believe I missed seeing you in drag! Why, gods, why???