We Wanna Play With HER

Julian was on the other side of the bed when I woke up. I really should have left him there, gotten dressed, etc. Instead I snuggled closer and we ended up fucking. Twice. I'm still more than a little jealous that he so easily and often cums multiple times, but whatever. He opened another beer, and then brought one home with him. I told him I'd supply him with beer next time if he didn't start on his own before. I get why he wants "one more shot" before going out to a bar, even though I bought 90% of his drinks. I do it, too. Might as well save the $7/ea. But I'll never understand why he pre-drinks before say, a party where the drinks are free.

I found decent parking, got through all my work. I haven't had an email from Lynelle all week, so either I haven't made any mistakes, or she's not bothering to notify me anymore. Either way, really.

Norman and George came over after work, Norman seemed to really enjoy himself in spite of George not cumming. I gave George a ride to the bank and then to work so he could make his meeting. We happened to see Glenn Gregoire along the way, and George lamented that Glenn wouldn't date him because he's too young, and that Todd & Nathan are closing off their relationship. Some distant part of me still smarts over Todd wanting to fuck me, then suddenly not, but I didn't say anything. I gently reminded George that he'd just complained that too many people wanted to date him and he wasn't interested in a relationship. Oh, he just wasn't interested in a relationship with *those* people. Gurl.

Julian had messaged me, asking if we could hang out again. I don't think it's a good idea, and told him, but shifted course when he asked me to explain. I was fairly exhausted and wanted time to myself, that just wasn't my primary motivation. Julian and I will eventually find ourselves in a Tim & I paradigm. That took over 3 years, so I obviously need to be patient with this.

I tried to watch some Netflix but found myself too tired to even pay attention to that, so I went to bed around 8:30. Woke up a million times through the night.