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Had my first day of Bar Review lecture, which was really someone coming in to talk about MBE strategy....honestly, not really necessary for me. When I know the law, I generally get between 75% & 95% correct on those. Went to visit Peter in his new place after - only 4 miles away, but lots of stop lights and the like. His roommates have a schnauzer (which is not a weiner dog, like I thought). We fooled around - I came while riding him, even got some in his mouth, but decided this would be the last time I do that for a while. Took him shopping at TJ's, then dropped him off. Got home in the early evening, starting to eat everything, and realizing it was Thursday. This meant I missed Rachel's party, that Tim hadn't replied about the party, and that the sex party he was scheduled to go to was happening in about an hour and a half. I went back and forth several times, telling myself "well, you've already decided" in both directions, even as I was getting to the hotel. I might have an anxiety problem. I'd already eaten, I wasn't on the list, I'd already cum, and last time I went to a party with Tim, I was fucked up for days. But it's kind of like a horror movie - imagining it might well be worse than seeing it.
I got there just as one other person was arriving, the host didn't check screennames, and honestly, it was a blast. The lights were on, the music was good, I was a vers goddamn fuck machine. I think a couple people might have thought I was high, since I occasionally lip synch'd with a good song. I don't care.
Tim showed up late, and couldn't quite seem to get into his groove. I'm not sure if he was surprised to see me there, of if that made a difference for him. FWIW, I tried to pay attention to him when he was on the sidelines, and even encouraged one of the guys fucking me to fuck him, though he declined. I left when he did, and agreed to meet him back at my place. Realized as soon as I got home that was supposed to pick Big Eric up from the airport, so headed back downtown and grabbed him.
Tim had made some "chicken" by the time I got home, and even though I was still full from dinner, I had some.