I Am Not Your Deus Sex Machina

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Woke up slightly hungover, but not too bad. Chatted with Chris and some other boys on A4A most of the day, and Matt came over in the afternoon. So much fun. The first time was nearly as much fun, back at the beginning of the year. Couldn't remember why we only hooked up once, then recalled that I've been in and out of Boyfriend Land all year. My favorite was when he politely asked if he could ride my face. Oh, alright. Just for you, though!
Lee came over after, professing again his love for me. It's a delicate business. Got a text from Kenric, asking for soup..was both flattered and confused. Last time he asked for soup, he was living with Ken. Ken started frothing at the mouth at the idea that I would come near his place, and a couple weeks later, I caught Kenric talking shit about the soup on FB. I'm still not sure what caused the change. He invited me to stick around and watch Steel Magnolias with him...much as I've always been tempted to prove Phil Hartman wrong (or cement my status as heartless robot), I had other errands to run.
Spent a long time at the grocery store before finally deciding to splurge for Brandon's b-day and buy the $17 bottle of Absolut Wild Tea. Headed over to the party, which was just getting started. Had some great conversations with Brandon, Chris, Leo, Nikki...it was a great time. Leo and Brandon both took a moment before the end of the night to comment on how amazing it was that in spite of the constant stream of vitriol coming towards me from Ken, I chose to remain positive. I mean, not that I have much choice in the matter, but it was touching all the same.
Got a text from Anthony Johnson - he had a VIP booth & bottle service at Rich's for Brett Henrichson, and had put me on the list. Slowly, painfully, texted him back that I had already agreed to take First Husband Anthony to Bear Night.
Bear night was okay. Anthony was already fairly squeaked when I picked him up, and disappeared to dance with his dour, partnered friend fairly quickly. I saw Matt with one of his bfs, and Kaleb, so I danced with them. The music kind of sucked, to be honest. Kaleb wanted to take me home, but I was playing DD for Anthony, so I gave him my number and told him to text me after the club closed. The side room was nearly empty, but I did see my former roommate Jonathan. He and the girls he was with were very impressed by my dancing. I'm not sure I'll ever get over the concept that being white does not automatically preclude one from dancing well...on the plus side, every time someone compliments me, it's a wonderful surprise.
Club closed, Anthony lamented that he'd spent his night dancing with the dour, taken gent, instead of picking up any number of the gents that were interested and available, and wanted to go back to my place. I didn't feel right about it, so I dropped him off at home and headed back myself. Looked at FB for a bit, set some files to downloading, went to bed.

Comments

[npgmaverick.livejournal.com]

O.O I had no idea U had gotten that text! Probably because U didn't tell me, lol. I am so sorry! In the future, if something better comes along, I will understand and make other arrangements. Don't let me ruin your night again. Also? "Squeaked" HA! Also also? I have no memory at all of requesting 2 go anywhere after the club, lol. Thanks again 4 dropping me off.

[thepnutgallery]

I figured you would have told me to go with the same feeling I had when declining the text, then stayed home from an event you had been looking forward to for months. While I wouldn't have taken full responsibility for you staying home, I know how hard it is to overcome a last minute change in plans. I've heard Brett before, I'll hear him again. If this was Abel, you'd have been SOL. :-))
Thanks for the comment about "squeaked." I was pretty proud of it myself.