I Should Be Studying

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Sunday - Got up a little before Ken, and immediately started studying. There was A LOT of cleaning to be done from the night before, and Kenny came over (he'd been fighting with Nelson - shocking), as did Justin. Ken initially divided the chores equitably, but he finished his and I was still studying, so he did most of mine as well. The boys were talking about having Crazy Sexfest Sunday Funday, and Ken kept asking me for suggestions. What he was really asking for was permission to go out and party without me. Not gonna happen. I had Nutcracker anyway, so I told him to go out to brunch with the boys, I'd stay home and study, and we'd see where I could get to by the time I got back. Last show went well, and I stopped at Ralph's to get cleaned up before heading home. Ken, Nikki, Kenny, and Justin were all waiting at home when I got there, and were waiting for me before heading over to Lei Lounge. I had just been going to stay home and study, but having gotten so mad from Friday at not being included, I couldn't very well say "no" to him having gone so far to make sure I was included. We walked over, and everyone had food and I had a cocktail....a non-vegan one, except I had them replace the cream with coconut cream instead, and it was AWESOME. I had to leave to pick up Justin from MKV, but it gave me a chance to get in a little exercise and the like, so I was perfectly happy. Picked him up and headed back over, where we had one more cocktail, and then I drove us back home. Made a drink for he and I, and one for Ken, and when Ken got there we all sat on the couch for a little while before retiring for more fun. Even after everyone came, Ken wanted us to stay and cuddle, and Justin had taken a pill, so was gearing up for an all night excursion, but I needed to get to my studying, so I gently kicked him out. After Justin left, Ken kept talking about wanting to develop regulars, instead of having new people over all the time, and how it should eventually get to the point where I should be comfortable having sex with these people by myself. He never so much as said "conversely....", but I supplied it for him. He said I was reading too much into what he was saying, but also that what I needed to remember was that his heart would always be mine. On a sweeter note, he also said that he worried about me getting tired/bored with him. Awww....he emphasized that he wasn't giving me a drunken lecture, but I just needed to listen to him... I don't know why I'm so gullible with these things, but after almost an hour, I finally tapped out.
I studied for another 4 hrs or so, and finally went to sleep around 3:30-4. Had trouble sleeping.