Ken Chooses His Words Poorly

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Wednesday - I was supposed to hook up with a big beefy guy in the morning, but I didn't wake up until after 10, so that was a no-go. Ended up beating off instead. Did a pretty good job of not eating all morning, except that around 3 I had a bowl of TVP....and another.....and maybe a third. Also got serious about studying. Read a couple chapters, but eventually found myself reading the same paragraphs over and over again and it not sinking in. When Ken got home, we talked more about insurance. I didn't realize that student loans counted as income, which will probably make me ineligible for county health insurance. Ken tells me not to worry, since we only need to make it until December, when I can get on his plan. I hate that I need to be on his plan, and he responds something about how he would never let anything bad happen to me, and asks for affirmation on that. I'm afraid I can't give it. We watch TV for a little while, he eats some chips, some chicken tenders, and some more chips. I have more TVP, and then the last of my secret reserves of oatmeal. There is talk of him going to the movies with Justin, but instead he just goes over there when Justin gets home. I make beer bread a little after 9, though it's not done until almost 10:30. I didn't realize we had a loaf pan, since it wasn't with all the other baking pans, so I used a brownie pan instead, and the bread came out flat and dry. Bah. Ken wanted to go to bed before the bread was done, and there might possibly have been sex on the table, but he started talking about how we should always go to bed together. I responded that I would happily make that the rule, but the rule needed to be "we go to bed together" not "Eric goes to bed when Ken does". He went to sleep alone. I only meant to try the beer bread, I really did. Anthony went to bed, since he was so tired, and I stayed up eating the rest of the bread. Watched PMFR, and started to watch Sordid Lives, but it really wasn't funny. Finally went to bed a little after 1, but still couldn't sleep. Kept getting up for water and peeing. After the first time I fell asleep, I had a disturbingly graphic nightmare that involved people being impaled and other less than pleasant things.