Can't Seem To Get The Hang Of This "Nutrition" Thing

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Tuesday - Slept in about a half hour later than usual. I had meant to just have a protein shake, head down to the gym, then clean out my car, etc. Instead I had a bowl of oatmeal, which turned into almost three bowls of oatmeal, corresponded via e-mail for things, and just generally putzed away my day. Finally, round noon, I decided to head out to the gym, but ended up spending some time cleaning out my car instead. It's by no means finished, ut I really can't finish it. I've got stuff in there - keepsakes, papers, binders, etc. that we don't have a place to put. When we get the new place, I can finish. In the meantime, I also had a lot of stuff that could be gotten rid of - old pay stubs, random paper towels, etc. etc. Also found a surprising amount of clothes in there, though not really all that surprising, given how often I've basically lived out of there. Went to the gym after that - 836 calories, just over 51 min., and a little over 7 miles......very disappointed that I would go two miles farther than the day before, but 20 calories less. Since I'd eaten so much that morning, I didn't even bother weighing myself. I also did no ab or bicep work. Saw Cynthia by the pool, so I opted to say "hi". She, like every other former co-worker of mine ever, seemed to really just want to get away from me as quickly as possible. She did invite me to go take her class, which is on Wednesday mornings, though. Stopped by Henry's on the way home, and picked up some TVP, and then went to Ralph's for flowers and pasta sauce. Ken had gotten approval on his offer, and could go into escrow in as little as a week. I almost got the avocados for JFD, but decided to wait for the weekend. Ken was already home when I got there, since I'd been so late with everything, but appreciated the flowers. We had a very uncomfortable, though necessary, conversation about the rent situation. Finally came to an agreement we're both happy with, though, so that's good. Just called during our discussion, so Ken called him back after. He watched some Voyager, ate leftover pizza for dinner, and then headed over to Justin's with a drink. I was feeling a little light headed, so I headed over and laid down next to him. He was holding the Spongebob Body Pillow, so I wasn't actually touching, but it was okay. Wipeout (or as I like to call it, "Fall Down Boom" came on, which isn't really my kind of humor, so I went back home. Puttered about, ate a bunch of TVP and veggies, which did nothing for my state of wellbeing, and got cleaned up just before Ken came home. We laid down, and if it wasn't so warm, we might've had sex. As it was it never came up. For as tired as I was during the day, I was completely unable to fall asleep, so when I got a random text a little before 11:30, I went ahead and answered it. It was Steven, who was sitting naked in a hot tub, and wanted me to join him. Great, except that I'm sick, it's 11:30, and he's in Escondido. We went ahead and talked - he tried to convince me to bb with him, I told him I was positive. He is too, which puts him in with the rest of the 987,487,342 who want a relationship or to bb. He's willing to use a condom, though, so we'll give that a shot at some point. Went to bed a little after that, only to be woken by Ken just as I was about to fall asleep. He'd had some sort of nightmare, but didn't say anything, or want to be touched, so I rolled over and went back to sleep.