thepnutgallery | Positive Aftermath (Reply)

I reviewed the substitution motions more when I woke, but pulled myself back from the edge when I stopped finding things to fix. I'm grateful for all of my progress there. Emailed them to Shawn, he called me, and I made the mistake of picking up. Granted, I was stoned, but I was also so fucking nervous that he was going to fire me at any second, and so embarrassingly grateful when he didn't, that I didn't manage to take very good notes on the edits he wanted. I have no idea why I didn't just *text* him to ask for another rendition or typed version. Hindsidght is ever 20/20. And another thing for me to beat myself up for.

Colleen sent the pics she took from Sunday, they seemed to indicate a much less ruined day than what lodged in my subconscious, and Patrick messaged me that Permanent Way, the track Colleen and I fell for simultaneously, had stumbled onto his workout playlist, which wasn't quite right for him, but it was great to bond over music with him again. And since I'm doing this thing where I try to communicate more, I went into the whole thing about exercising while listening to Believer, by the Freemasons featuring Wynter Gordon, seeing the song flowing out before me, like one of those rhythm games, with them soaring and singing alongside. I could see doing that with Permanent Way, he agreed. It was wonderful.