Outside the Box
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thepnutgalleryTim had tagged me in one of Benny's posts where he condescended towards everyone who *ever* wore masks. He closed the comments (and later deleted the post entirely) before I even got there. I briefly considered something passive-aggressive, but I had other priorities. Kathy let us all know that they were planning to transition eservice to the admins, JJD joked about the various Masteries I display and we privately discussed all my diverse side projects I want to take up. My & Julian's Fans account, my lip-sync/dancing from the living room, my religion, Emmy Rossum the Possum, and even going back to escorting. And I want to start a talk show on Youtube. Have regular people on to have a moment of fame, to say anything they want to the world. Everyone has a story. I got far enough ahead at work that I was able to ask people in advance if they wanted me to start distributing or wait for tomorrow, but only Kris responded. It's something. Not something that's going to last long, since they're moving it to the Admins, but something nonetheless.
I scheduled my dental check-up and came up with a brilliant way to use my vacation days, since I think I'll be maxing out in about 6 months or so. I can just take half days on Fridays. Part of me is scared I'll get used to the time off. Particularly given the above irons to be fired. I suppose it would be a Cadillac Problem to have to quit because my other hobbies paid so much more, but also took too much time. If my religion is successful, for example, I can continue my PILF. And I finally messaged Justin about my character. He said he envisioned it as bassically multiclass, but without the technical nonsense, so I could choose spells or warlock stuff every level. I gravitate towards Munchkin, so there's lots of potential for me to abuse the system, but I'm going to keep in mind I'm not trying to Win, we're all trying to tell a great story. Not a self-agrgandizing one where Kolas wins everything. Let's see how this unfolds.
I posted one of the tracks I found on "Feel Good," and it hit me heavier than before. Another Wandering Star, but a little darker. I didn't dwell too long there. A little anxious that a riptide might form. Moved on and found a metric fuckton of additional music. I worked hard on my journal and got it completely updated. Talked to Tim again in the evening and he's very into the idea of my talk show and wants to talk about collaborating. We didn't discuss it, but it resonates with the concept of his intended book, Being It. Everyone has their story. Everyone has their goals, their missions, their own meaning of life. There can be many, though I obviously believe the highest, ultimate meaning is compassion, specifically towards animals, but people too, if you've got time. Joined Julian on the couch, we listened to some of his recommended music, and then we made very stoned, drunken dinner. Terry & Taka dropped off a can of vegan chicken noodle soup the other day and he suggested simmering it into a sauce. I got so hard. I'm very, very, very into creativity, thinking outside the box, and the surreal. Now that I think of it, Colleen used to let me experiment in baking dishes. I think I was happy with everything, too, not that it's a high bar. His mom called so he went outside to chat, I laid down with Lady Miss Friday...but couldn't get back up.
I scheduled my dental check-up and came up with a brilliant way to use my vacation days, since I think I'll be maxing out in about 6 months or so. I can just take half days on Fridays. Part of me is scared I'll get used to the time off. Particularly given the above irons to be fired. I suppose it would be a Cadillac Problem to have to quit because my other hobbies paid so much more, but also took too much time. If my religion is successful, for example, I can continue my PILF. And I finally messaged Justin about my character. He said he envisioned it as bassically multiclass, but without the technical nonsense, so I could choose spells or warlock stuff every level. I gravitate towards Munchkin, so there's lots of potential for me to abuse the system, but I'm going to keep in mind I'm not trying to Win, we're all trying to tell a great story. Not a self-agrgandizing one where Kolas wins everything. Let's see how this unfolds.
I posted one of the tracks I found on "Feel Good," and it hit me heavier than before. Another Wandering Star, but a little darker. I didn't dwell too long there. A little anxious that a riptide might form. Moved on and found a metric fuckton of additional music. I worked hard on my journal and got it completely updated. Talked to Tim again in the evening and he's very into the idea of my talk show and wants to talk about collaborating. We didn't discuss it, but it resonates with the concept of his intended book, Being It. Everyone has their story. Everyone has their goals, their missions, their own meaning of life. There can be many, though I obviously believe the highest, ultimate meaning is compassion, specifically towards animals, but people too, if you've got time. Joined Julian on the couch, we listened to some of his recommended music, and then we made very stoned, drunken dinner. Terry & Taka dropped off a can of vegan chicken noodle soup the other day and he suggested simmering it into a sauce. I got so hard. I'm very, very, very into creativity, thinking outside the box, and the surreal. Now that I think of it, Colleen used to let me experiment in baking dishes. I think I was happy with everything, too, not that it's a high bar. His mom called so he went outside to chat, I laid down with Lady Miss Friday...but couldn't get back up.
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