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Woke up a little before Ken on Saturday, but didn't really want to be awake, so I just laid there with my eyes closed. The blanket had fallen off of me, and Ken put it back on before getting up himself. When he got up, I did too. I noticed he had gotten dressed and grabbed his keys, and asked him where he was going. The gym. Thanks for asking me, I'd love to go, just give me a minute to wake the fuck up. Ended up not going, even though I should have. When he came back, he showered and made breakfast, though I didn't eat any, and told me he had thought about going to the Zoo. I went back and forth several times on whether or not to go. I knew if I didn't, I'd either hook up with someone and hate myself for it, or turn someone down and hate myself for it. The Zoo was probably the healthiest thing I could have done. It was a little awkward to be there with him and not touch, but whatever. Our first stop, naturally, was the children's zoo, though we ended up hitting just about every spot. Bought a panda shot glass on the way out, though I wouldn't let him pay for it. He laid down at home afterwards, while I chatted on the PPK and the like. He got randy, and I told him to go ahead and handle himself, despite being randy myself. He didn't and I eventually joined him on the bed, and we napped. He was very much on my side of the bed, and I just held onto Bedtime Bear and let him be there. His tax lady called regarding his appointment, which woke us up, and we talked for a while longer. It killed me to not reach out to him, and kiss him, and hold and be held my him, but I didn't want to. During our talk, I saw a lot of introspection that I know is difficult for him. When he finally did have to get up and go to the appointment, I gave him a kiss - we didn't touch other than that, but I felt like it was good to reward behavior that I like. When he got back, he cut his hair, and had me clean up the back a little, then he tried to Veet my back, which didn't work, and buzzed the rest. Merck needs to hurry the fuck up and come out with that cream. Showered after that, and was bent over answering something online when he asked if I would mind if he jerked off. Nope, and I even ended up rimming him 'till he came. So much for not touching. I didn't cum, and we talked some more, made out some more, cuddled some more. We were just getting ready to fuck when Dallas showed up. Talked to him for a while, popped onto A4A where I got hit up by a guy whose dick looks a lot like Ken's. I was about to go over, when Dallas left, and Ken came back in. Ended up fucking him, shooting buckets all over me. It'd been a few days, so.....tried to convince the guy to hang out, but he was just looking to hook up, so nuthin' doing. Went over to Justin's, where we did a lot of nothing, and I ended up going out with Jason to Fairouz in Point Loma. Ate too much there (buffet), but it was all veggies, and since I'm not purging anymore, I'm also not eating as much. Jason tapped out after that, and we were going to go to Montage, but I didn't have my heart set on it, and neither did Ken. I wish I had remembered that Nic's b-day party was that night, because I would have suggested we go there, but oh, well. It was nice to sleep with Ken, instead of next to him.