Cupcake Shop
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thepnutgalleryI was pretty randy when I woke up, and I thought about using. Again. I played the tape out and managed to resist, but I should probably get rid of the stuff. FB's Memories showed a pic with Gabriel from 2016, and while I had deeper Memories, he ended up Sharing the pic. Days like this are one of the bigger reasons I keep a journal. Delved into my archives and found that the day had actually pretty stellar, and was the day I fucked Bug for the first time. After I fucked Victor's Matt. Drank my coffee (the pot fell over *again* while it was brewing!), then remembered to give it 30 minutes and finalized my Ancestry kit. We'll see in about a month. Lady Miss Friday kept interrupting me at the computer, and I finally tried turning off the music/autorepeat. Can't say how much of this was coincidence and how much it was confirmation that my looping songs annoys her, but it worked.
I filled out the Jury form, which is confusing as fuck, then saw that you can just fill it out online. The online version is a lot more interrogative, and asks things like whether you've been witness, victim, or participant (and caught) in a crime. Between the times things got physical with Julian, the apparent serial molestation in my youth, and of course my own drug use.....that's a little more awkward topic now.
There was a post asking folks for ideas on gifts in the vein of sending flowers. As much as I've always appreciated the thought, I've actually always hated getting flowers. A sweet gift for you to watch die on the counter. Eventually, I figured out what I already knew - the most certain gift for me is really a gift for my furkids. Unfortunately, I mentioned rentmen.com in reply to someone joking about getting their partner a man, Facebook now automatically links something when you add ".com," and I got booted. Fortunately, they're much more reasonable about the timeouts, so mine is back to a 24 ban. And honestly, I was actually kind of happy to have the break. From Charlie wanting the even longer Spiderman shower vid to others who constantly want to cyber, I was very, very fine with swapping over to my Dusty account.
I smoked in the evening, and when that wasn't doing it, added booze. Still better than relapsing. Since I'd tried to pause my repeats of Landscape, I noticed a new track by Boy & Bear, and fell madly in love with both the acoustic and radio versions.
I filled out the Jury form, which is confusing as fuck, then saw that you can just fill it out online. The online version is a lot more interrogative, and asks things like whether you've been witness, victim, or participant (and caught) in a crime. Between the times things got physical with Julian, the apparent serial molestation in my youth, and of course my own drug use.....that's a little more awkward topic now.
There was a post asking folks for ideas on gifts in the vein of sending flowers. As much as I've always appreciated the thought, I've actually always hated getting flowers. A sweet gift for you to watch die on the counter. Eventually, I figured out what I already knew - the most certain gift for me is really a gift for my furkids. Unfortunately, I mentioned rentmen.com in reply to someone joking about getting their partner a man, Facebook now automatically links something when you add ".com," and I got booted. Fortunately, they're much more reasonable about the timeouts, so mine is back to a 24 ban. And honestly, I was actually kind of happy to have the break. From Charlie wanting the even longer Spiderman shower vid to others who constantly want to cyber, I was very, very fine with swapping over to my Dusty account.
I smoked in the evening, and when that wasn't doing it, added booze. Still better than relapsing. Since I'd tried to pause my repeats of Landscape, I noticed a new track by Boy & Bear, and fell madly in love with both the acoustic and radio versions.
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