Political Cumshot
Nov. 7th, 2020 05:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryI woke up still fully clothed, with very little memory of the night before, and a message from Julian hoping I was okay. I beat off, then was just laying in bed chatting when I tried to remember what movie "And make it a double, Entendre" was from. FHA to the rescue, which makes sense since I heard it from him. Jackie's Back, starring Jenifer Lewis, and I'll pounce on a copy of it at some point. While we were on the phone, the AP finally called the election for Biden, and I finally stopped screaming at myself for posting the Wonka quote "too soon.". I suppose I still could have posted it in retrospect. I wonder how much of my papa's hindsight has really rubbed off on me, and how much I'm just using it to beat myself up.
It was honestly quite lovely seeing roughly the whole world orgasm all day, and in commenting, I noted on Jesse's post that I had vodka and weed. He decided to join me, which at least persuaded me to clean up both the house and myself a bit. I vomited again before he got there, but was fine from there on out. We smoked, and chatted, and listened to music via Youtube. And we beat off a couple times and I sucked his dick. I wasn't able to get clean before he arrived, and he couldn't take me. Y'all know me, I do not have a big dick by any stretch of the imagination, so it is weird AF to me that multiple people, sometimes repeatedly, have not been able to take me. It was fine. Apparently he's been (sort of, kind of) seeing Leeper, and apparently my experience with him and K is not unusual. He left me with some acid, and I'm gonna try not to be Darlene with it. We also discussed our various struggles with ideation and trying to get mental health support. Even though I've been rationing my meds, I felt the need to take a full dose. I'm not waiting until I sink to address things.
Unsurprising, given that I spent the day getting stoned, but I continued to smoke after he left, and called it an early night next to Lady Miss Friday.
It was honestly quite lovely seeing roughly the whole world orgasm all day, and in commenting, I noted on Jesse's post that I had vodka and weed. He decided to join me, which at least persuaded me to clean up both the house and myself a bit. I vomited again before he got there, but was fine from there on out. We smoked, and chatted, and listened to music via Youtube. And we beat off a couple times and I sucked his dick. I wasn't able to get clean before he arrived, and he couldn't take me. Y'all know me, I do not have a big dick by any stretch of the imagination, so it is weird AF to me that multiple people, sometimes repeatedly, have not been able to take me. It was fine. Apparently he's been (sort of, kind of) seeing Leeper, and apparently my experience with him and K is not unusual. He left me with some acid, and I'm gonna try not to be Darlene with it. We also discussed our various struggles with ideation and trying to get mental health support. Even though I've been rationing my meds, I felt the need to take a full dose. I'm not waiting until I sink to address things.
Unsurprising, given that I spent the day getting stoned, but I continued to smoke after he left, and called it an early night next to Lady Miss Friday.
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