Spidey-Sense.
Dec. 15th, 2007 07:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryWork was kind of busy, but my boss still promised us we could go home early if we finished early. I managed to get out a half-hour early, which was alright since I really had nothing to do. Ken mentioned he was probably going to work late again, and he did. I was going to head into the gym, but the only class I was even remotely interested in was a spinning class, and I would've been a little late to it, so I opted out. I had kind of hoped for sex when Ken got home, but wasn't terribly surprised or upset when we didn't. We met Dallas and David for drinks at Martini's, and then headed over the The Loft for pool. The guy that was playing was really really good, but just before I started getting snarky while he was beating Ken, he started being really really nice. We stopped home for a quick moment before the boys headed over to Rich's and I headed up to the show. Ken almost fell asleep while we were there, so I didn't anticpate they'd be out very late.
It was nice to see everyone at the show, but being there cemented my decision to leave cast. It's just not where I'm at right now. By the end of the show, I really just wanted to lay down with Ken, so I jetted right after the crowd left, only to find him not home when I got back at 2:50. I waited about 15 min, and then called. No answer. I called about 7 (7/17/70 - same thing) more times, and there was still no answer. He finally got home a little after 3:30, and mentioned that he had gone to Brian's American Eatery. He hates Brian's, and I could feel that thing in the back of my head that always goes off when there are things he's not telling me, so I kept pressing and pressing. Turns out, he had indeed left Rich's after only a little bit, but called Sean and hung out with him before going to Brian's. He said he was already on his way home when I called, and that he just hit every stop light on the way, but there's only one stop light between Brian's and home, so I don't know wtf he was talking about.
I am very disturbed by his predisposition for hanging out with Sean only during times when I am not there. I don't like it, and I don't like that I had to drag that he was with Sean out of him. More than that, I don't like that I still have that thing going off in the back of my head. I'm fairly confident that they haven't slept together, because he would have told me, but there is definitely more that I'm not being told.
It was nice to see everyone at the show, but being there cemented my decision to leave cast. It's just not where I'm at right now. By the end of the show, I really just wanted to lay down with Ken, so I jetted right after the crowd left, only to find him not home when I got back at 2:50. I waited about 15 min, and then called. No answer. I called about 7 (7/17/70 - same thing) more times, and there was still no answer. He finally got home a little after 3:30, and mentioned that he had gone to Brian's American Eatery. He hates Brian's, and I could feel that thing in the back of my head that always goes off when there are things he's not telling me, so I kept pressing and pressing. Turns out, he had indeed left Rich's after only a little bit, but called Sean and hung out with him before going to Brian's. He said he was already on his way home when I called, and that he just hit every stop light on the way, but there's only one stop light between Brian's and home, so I don't know wtf he was talking about.
I am very disturbed by his predisposition for hanging out with Sean only during times when I am not there. I don't like it, and I don't like that I had to drag that he was with Sean out of him. More than that, I don't like that I still have that thing going off in the back of my head. I'm fairly confident that they haven't slept together, because he would have told me, but there is definitely more that I'm not being told.
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