thepnutgallery | Not Eating Totally Wins (Reply)

But first, your regularly scheduled journal entry. Doing a little scheduling in my head, I figured that yesterday would be my only time to get the bulk of my grocery shopping done, so I went ahead and did that right after work. I also got some holiday flowers for Ken - he got his bonus check today, and I figured they would make a nice center piece for Saturday. I worried that Ken would already be home when I got there, since I got home about 4:30, but he had gone to a meeting and then a company dinner. I looooove having that extra hour before he gets home - gives me a bit of alone time that I really do need. Anyway, I hadn't known that he was going to these things until I got home and checked my e-mail, so I was kind of without anything to do. I ate some chard with the black bean and corn from the night before, and burned a dvd to clean up a little room on the hard drive. Just as I was getting ready to leave for a second grocery outing, Jason called to find out if I wanted to get together for dinner. 15 min after that, Ken called to tell me he was on the way home. After Ken got home, but before Jason arrived (he runs on Jason Time), my papa called to check up, so I chatted with him for a while. Jason wanted to go out to eat, and Ken needed to purchase the dinette set he's buying. As much as I wanted to go with Ken, to make it feel more like something "we" were buying, and as much as I would not normally mind Ken coming out to dinner with us, Jason and I talk a little more freely when we're alone. Jason had had some bad news at work, and was already a bit tipsy when he got there, and I wanted to talk about some issues I was having - namely the lack of sex. We went out to Cafe India, though I opted not to eat anything, and had a really good conversation. I felt better about everything, and I think Jason did too. Back at home, we watched PMFR for a little while, and then headed out to Henry's for a little more grocery shopping. It feels good to be mostly done with everything- just need to actually make the stuff, now.

Laying down was kind of awkward, as it has been. Both my chest and my back are scratchy, so I don't really feel comfortable initiating the snuggling...because I feel so comfortable initiating everything else, right? Anyway, he kissed me a couple times, reminded me that he loves me, and we ended up snuggling, and finally finally finally had sex. HELL MUTHA-FUKKIN YEAH! I came kind of quickly, but not quick at all when you consider that it's been since Friday for me. I'm a happy monkey.