Crawl

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Same sleep issues as always, but I had some leftover coffee in the morning. I'm not sure if it was that or a rebound off yesterday's drop or what, but I felt better than I have in.....a while. A long while. While sober, even. It was amazing. I worked out, I was productive, etc. And Youtube took me rambling into a new song or two. My morning Lyft's radio mentioned Young the Giant, and it turns out they're touring over the summer. It's them, Fitz and the Tantrums, with Coin and some other lady. But they're at a major concert venue and charging more for their tickets than Kelly did, so I probably won't go. We'll see, of course.

I didn't hear from the dealership all day, which is arguably good? Finally called them towards the end of the day. They just need to do the final test drive, but apparently my tires are also fucked so they have to wait for it to be dry. It's better to know these things now than say, from my tire blowing out on the freeway.

I dropped off again after work. Not as bad as yesterday, but definitely down and with ideation lurking. I watched Ugly Betty, though I paid even less attention than usual, and had my drinks, though I drank them slowly. I put food out for Emmy Rossum, and started making hummingbird food, but I forgot about it and by the time I remembered it was too late. I'll have to do it tomorrow.