Would Fire Fight It?
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thepnutgalleryWe had a meeting in the morning about the various charities we're going to try to volunteer for. Now that it's a little further along, I feel comfortable speaking up more to help decisions get made, though I don't really see myself partaking of any of the charity things outside of the House Rabbit Society one.
I worked out twice, but I was pretty heavily depressed all day. Like, ideation kind of depressed for most of it. And not for the first time, I wondered if cutting or similar wouldn't reset the clock on that. I thought more about getting therapy, but as always, I had a hard time envisioning it working.
Ana from the dealership called me - there was, in fact, engine damage, but it's covered. The only thing not covered is a water pump, thermostat, and serpentine belt that normally needs to be replaced at 90k. It'll be $350, but the covered work has been over $7k, so I guess? And my car should be ready tomorrow. I'm not hating Lyfting to and from work, but I'm definitely gonna need groceries soon, and while I'm incredibly lazy and don't want to walk to the store, I know from experience that walking *home* from the grocery store with arms full of groceries is a bad idea.
The Lyft home was fairly crowded, and there was some sort of fatality downtown which affected traffic. Didn't bother me at all, but the older lady driving seemed quite flustered. She was nice, though. Bryan still hadn't gotten his mail from my doorstep, but at least it hadn't blown away or anything. I said hello to LMF, made some pasta and bread....I don't think I even included any protein in it, to be honest. Watched Ugly Betty and had a couple drinks. It featured an old house song that I love and Ken made sure to tell me he didn't every time it came on. Which naturally only made me love it more. The show vacillates between one dimensional drama and 3 dimensional portrayals, so it's enough for me to put on while I wait for the night to come. As always, LMF eventually decided we'd had enough and ushered me to our room.
I worked out twice, but I was pretty heavily depressed all day. Like, ideation kind of depressed for most of it. And not for the first time, I wondered if cutting or similar wouldn't reset the clock on that. I thought more about getting therapy, but as always, I had a hard time envisioning it working.
Ana from the dealership called me - there was, in fact, engine damage, but it's covered. The only thing not covered is a water pump, thermostat, and serpentine belt that normally needs to be replaced at 90k. It'll be $350, but the covered work has been over $7k, so I guess? And my car should be ready tomorrow. I'm not hating Lyfting to and from work, but I'm definitely gonna need groceries soon, and while I'm incredibly lazy and don't want to walk to the store, I know from experience that walking *home* from the grocery store with arms full of groceries is a bad idea.
The Lyft home was fairly crowded, and there was some sort of fatality downtown which affected traffic. Didn't bother me at all, but the older lady driving seemed quite flustered. She was nice, though. Bryan still hadn't gotten his mail from my doorstep, but at least it hadn't blown away or anything. I said hello to LMF, made some pasta and bread....I don't think I even included any protein in it, to be honest. Watched Ugly Betty and had a couple drinks. It featured an old house song that I love and Ken made sure to tell me he didn't every time it came on. Which naturally only made me love it more. The show vacillates between one dimensional drama and 3 dimensional portrayals, so it's enough for me to put on while I wait for the night to come. As always, LMF eventually decided we'd had enough and ushered me to our room.
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