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May. 25th, 2018 12:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryGot the call from EMS that we received final approval for our merchant account. YAY! But also terrifying, because I don't understand anything on the website for it, and I don't know how to construct a donation template, and what if everyone hates us, or realizes I haven't actually been a real ED these past few years, or....
Work was still fairly slow, which was good because I was not feeling it. I did continue to work out and got all the claims up to the day before in. And I realized I was depressed. Not all the symptoms were there, but like, nothing that normally makes me happy was making me happy.
That bit changed when I got home, got my order from APCMMJ, and dosed up. Suddenly everything was beautiful, and all music was amazing. Naturally, I got way too high, passed out and woke up at 3am. And spent at least a little time before/after passing out unable to get up.
Work was still fairly slow, which was good because I was not feeling it. I did continue to work out and got all the claims up to the day before in. And I realized I was depressed. Not all the symptoms were there, but like, nothing that normally makes me happy was making me happy.
That bit changed when I got home, got my order from APCMMJ, and dosed up. Suddenly everything was beautiful, and all music was amazing. Naturally, I got way too high, passed out and woke up at 3am. And spent at least a little time before/after passing out unable to get up.
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