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thepnutgalleryWoke up very very ill. Almost called out, but I prefer to use my sick time for hangovers thankyouverymuch. Kind of a good thing I did, really, because there was 150 items in eservice. More disconcerting still was that my vision was still fucked. I narrowed it down to light sensitivity, which isn't actually that helpful to narrow down. Light sensitivity is a symptom of about a billion things.
I made it home, ate some food, talked with Tim a little on the phone. Given my symptoms - basically a flu with light sensitivity - he's worried it might be meningitis, because that's been making its way through the community. So have I.
I tried to find something unobtrusive to watch on Netflix, but couldn't. Crashed as early as possible. Laying down, my mind started wandering to dark places. Hindsight kicking in about all the things I should have done/said with Warren. I had to pull myself back from the edge, though, as many of the things I "should" have done were straight up crazy. Tracking devices, message mirrors, etc. I'm a little worried about what all this means for future relationships.
I made it home, ate some food, talked with Tim a little on the phone. Given my symptoms - basically a flu with light sensitivity - he's worried it might be meningitis, because that's been making its way through the community. So have I.
I tried to find something unobtrusive to watch on Netflix, but couldn't. Crashed as early as possible. Laying down, my mind started wandering to dark places. Hindsight kicking in about all the things I should have done/said with Warren. I had to pull myself back from the edge, though, as many of the things I "should" have done were straight up crazy. Tracking devices, message mirrors, etc. I'm a little worried about what all this means for future relationships.
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